Friday, January 28, 2005 at 11:30 PM
a wednesday spent differently
lunch was at the airport with sarah and sharon. we had popeye! yay~! after lunch, i bought 2 boxes of sugar rolls - one for office and the other for family. i also bought ritazza's blueberry chessecake. have been eyeing on it since i first saw it.
at 4pm, i was trying to gobble the cheesecake whilst doing my work. not as fantastic as recommended. i finished whatever i had to and left with hazel at around 4.25pm. we took a cab to jurong depot. darl met us at the entrance. we went to look at the bus with discovery prog ads but the bus wasnt ready. yes. its the bus with me in it. thats if you can spot me. haha. the bus wouldnt be ready until 3 hours later so we took a few pictures before we left.
keong accompanied me to chinatown to settle some work before we walked around the area. had nothing much so we headed to simei. i accompanied keong for dinn at the food centre. he ordered duck rice. we werent in too good a mood therefore he was gobbling the food. i thought he didnt finished his food cos he was not in a good mood. when i asked him why is he not finishing his food, he unhappily ate a few more spoonful of rice.
after dinner, we headed to the atm. i was queueing when he came in and passed me the paper bag that he was holding on for me. realised his unusual long absence, i messaged him. he had gone to get me green tea and mineral water for himself. met him outside the posb and he started puking. not once, not twice. simply countless of times. i dragged him into a clinic. the doctor gave him a jab and some medicine. he was so sick that this lady who sat beside the door opened the door for us. i made him eat the medicine but he ended puking it all. i sent him home in a cab and took care of him till 10+.
loves
Thursday, January 27, 2005 at 6:14 AM
Love
Yesterday, I went to my fren, cryst house coz we had early lessons today n we had to complete a project by tmr.. Stressed! I have 5 tests n 1 seminar next week..
I had juz finish studying for my today's test when her computer crashed.. which means we had to redo e entire report.. As she starts to redo.. She begin tokin to mi.. Tokin sense.. She let mi noe something dat i have been questioning myself for e past few years.. What is love..? She passed her bible to mi n it says : Love is suffering and kind, Love begets no evil, Love never fails.. In all Love is pure.. She even explain each sentence to mi.. I finally understand what Love really is.. She told mi how much my frens around mi care for mi, love mi n protect mi.. I juz wana sae a BIG Thank You to u gals.. Life can never be any worse wif u gals.. I noe what i deserved n i noe wad i wan for myself..
Something else dat cryst told mi.. To everyone out der who tinks u r as silly as i m.. who always fall in love wif jerks, bastards, playboys or wadeva.. Believe dat u deserve someone beta.. Only when u believe.. u'll find someone beta.. u r definitely worth much more than u think.. Love yourself before you start to love others..
I really wana thank everyone who were always der for mi.. for not losing hope on mi.. for toking sense to mi n for not giving up on mi.. Love u gals!!!
loves
Saturday, January 22, 2005 at 3:37 PM
Singlehood
Im bac to singlehood once again.. Probably it may b something good bcoz everything happens for a good cause.. Im so tired.. So So tired.. Its time to rest my mind off after all dat dat has happen..
I know im foolish to tink dat as long as e person i love is happy, I'll b happy.. im contented with the memories dat we once shared.. I always believe wad is urs will b urs..
loves
Thursday, January 20, 2005 at 11:52 AM
Low Phase Of Life
There are so many ups and downs in life.. Now is probably one of e lower phase of my life.. I begin to realise the cruelty of life, e selfishness of mankind n e fact dat e world still evolves no matter wad happens.. Everyone of us is so small n insignificant..
Its usually thru e down phases of life dat u will c e real sides of ppl.. Probably e best person to depend on is urself.. But many times frens r e ppl who c a clearer picture of wad happens in ur life.. Life is full of contradictions and confusions.. There are so many ppl w motives hidden under their nice faces waiting to b exposed.. I really put my hats off to these ppl bcoz its so tiring to b putting on a fake front n thinkin abt motives n all e hidden meanings behind words.. But i guess dats life..
Sometimes being nice to ppl may b seem as being fake.. Or b taken advantage.. So e good might nt be rewarded afterall.. But i guess im quite lucky coz i haven met those situation in a long time..
I've put in n done so much not xpecting nythin much in return but juz ur appreciation.. Even if theres lil hopes.. I wud still try my best coz i nv wud wanna regret nythin.. Foolish as i may seem but dats women or probably gals.. I've put in e effort to try to understand u but have U..? Juz hope dat one day i'll feel significant in ya life..
loves
Tuesday, January 18, 2005 at 7:06 AM
Bluey Blues
Feeling so blue todae although todae is e las dae for tis week dat i have to go to sch.. Everything juz seems to b so wrong.. Bad dae.. Was late fer lessons n e whole world juz seems to b my enemy.. Or prob it was mi who had a problem with everything todae..
loves
