e ones who make a difference..

Friday, June 30, 2006 at 11:20 PM

happy mood destroyed

my beauty sleep was interrupted by a call from one of the promoters. after i hung up, i took my stuff and went to shower. while showering, i received a call from another promoter. supposingly, i wouldnt be late. but after all the talkings and all with the promoters, i had to take a cab in order not to be late for lesson.

we were taught the same stuff as before. 4th attempt at prac 1. the bike i took today was slightly higher as compared to the previous one. i had a lil difficulty, had to tip toe when i stop. okie..! i know im short. didnt perform as well. for the first time, i fell! tried to change up to second gear while doing figure 8 but due to insufficient power, the engine died.

at the end of the lesson, i was kinda dejected. i knew i was gonna fail again. the instructor signalled mei yi and i to the "counter". he said : "hmm... okie la. let you all pass." i went like "okie! yay~!!!" and the instructor just shook his head. haha. i was so happy.

mei yi and i took a cab. i called my colleague who had missed call me a couple of times. she wanted me to go back to the office cos the lady im supposed to take over wanted to hand over and teach me some stuff.

i called her back when my background was less noisy, i explained to her that i had an appointment. she was kinda frustrated so she passed the phone to the lady i supposed to take over. she insisted i go back but i told her i really couldnt, i had made an appointment. she said "okie lo! you go lo. your appointment more important. bye!" and she hung up. i was so surprised. i mean its rude la. i feel so upset and unfair. what had i done wrong? i asked to take a day leave and the boss approved. after much thought, i called my boss and explained my concern. he said he didnt knew the girls called me back and assure me that she will talk to the girls. up to this point, my happy mood has been destroyed. politics on my second day of work. tsk tsk!

still, i went to shower and met reys and joan at sakae sushi as planned. after dinner, we took a walk at far east then we went to lido macs. keong came to join us.

loves

Thursday, June 29, 2006 at 11:04 PM

first day at work

i took the 8am bus and got to the office at 9.10am. while the door of the elevator was closing, i saw this guy running over. i quickly press on the open door button. it so happened that he is one of my colleague. he got me seated at the hotdesk. there was only 3 persons including myself. i wondered for a while whats the official working time.

anyway, everybody started coming in between 9.36am to 9.45am, except for one at 11+. i was just seating at the hotdesk doing nothing cos no one has come to tell me what to do. later, this lady, who im supposed to take over came to explain to me where are the documents placed and what are the projects that are happening.

at 1+, another female colleague came by to ask me to go out for lunch with them cos we had a meeting later on. right after lunch, we went to the office where we were supposed to have the meeting at. my 2 colleagues were friendly and sincere. i get along fine with them. the meeting lasted till 5+.

back at the office, i helped my colleague with some data collation. my official working time ends at 6.30pm but i only left the office at 7.45pm. felt bad to make reys wait so long. and the worse part is, no one appreciates.

on my way to meet reys, i messaged my boss to ask if i could be excused tomorrow cos i had a lesson and it was too late to cancel (3 days in advance). he said okie. happily, i made plans to meet up with reys tomorrow, part of which to make up for my lateness.

we went for dinn at long john as per normal. i accompanied her till joan came.

other than the unappreciated gesture, my first day at work was pretty fine.

loves

Wednesday, June 28, 2006 at 11:30 PM

I've got a job!!!

i took the 9am bus to the train station. i got to harbourfront at 10am. 5mins later, i was at the information counter. the lady in the counter said she had to confirmed with whoever im meeting before she could let me in. i was already late and the lady said i had to hold on cos the line is engaged. was getting anxious and irritated so i decided to buy the $3 admission ticket. its like who wants to cheat your $3 ticket la?! argh..

i took the shuttle bus and alighted at the next bus stop, walked to the office and had to wait awhile. the front desk receptionist guided me to the next office building. again, i waited for some time. after i was seated in the room, i had to wait for the manager. while waiting, the hr passed me an application form that i have sent online. im supposed to check if the details are correct before signing. the position on the application was marketing support coordinator but i remembered the person who called had told me it was events executive. so, i cancelled the marketing support coordinator and wrote events executive.

during the interview, the hr told me the position that im interviewing for is marketing support coordinator. and this person is to help the technical sub- department in the marketing department. i rated 4/5 when she asked the suitability of the job. it was 11+ when i left.

i headed to my next interview location, paya lebar. i had to walked 15mins before i found the place. the positions available were sales executive and event/pr executive. i said i prefer event/pr executive although he mentioned aries are good salesperson. i was shocked when he told the editor to give me an assignment on the spot. i had to write a 50 words essay with the pointers given. total siansness! stress! till now, my day is bad.

thereafter, i walked back to the train station. i was wondering if i should go home. if i were to go home, i would leave 1/2 hour later which is dumb. but if i go directly to the next interview location, i'll be an hour early. after some thought, i went to my next interview location. walked like 15 - 20mins from the bus stop. during the journey, i rec eived a call. a familiar mobile number.. i've got a job!!! and im starting tomorrow. but since i was already on my way for my 3rd interview, i might as well just go for it.

i waited more than 1/2 hour for the interviewer. didnt really liked the working environment. the office lights are dim and it makes the entire office looks dull, not condusive.

with that, i called the last interview company and told them i've been offered a job. yay!!! no more travelling around for interviews. no more answering the generally same questions. no more waiting of phonecalls. no more naggings from family.

before i went home, i booked the tennis court for tomorrow and bbq pit on 13 july. waited like 20mins cos the guard wasnt around. but its okie cos im a happy girl today!

loves

Tuesday, June 27, 2006 at 9:49 PM

packed

i woke up at 7.45am. managed to catch the 8.40am bus together with my aunt. i took a train to outram park and walked to the company according to the map i've drawn in my book based on the streetdirectory.com. the company environment was quite nice, at least its neat and presentable, unlike some that i've seen. nice boss too. quite like the job.

after my first interview, i walked back to the train station and went to to exit G. got to my second interview company at 11am, 1/2 hour early.

then, i walked back to the train station and took the NE train to chinatown. went to far east square to collect NDP tickets on my aunt's behalf. the walk there was terrible; the weather was so hot and my feet were in pain cos i was wearing new heels. to make things worse, this outdoor salesperson was so persistent. i rejected him the first time round and still, on my way back to the train station, he approached me.

anyway, i took the train to dohby ghaut and went for my 3rd interview for the day. nice environment, friendly manager. the way she explains the job, its like so interesting though the position is not really what i wanted.

with that, my interviews have come to an end, for today. im happy with the companies as well as myself. yay! i met up with lyd and grace outside starbucks. we had fish bee hoon. yums!!! denise dropped by to say hi too. so sweet of her.

we walked to hmv. had some drinks at spinelli before i left to meet reys at lavender. i walked reys to keypoint and waited while she had her interview. after she was done, i kept complaining to her that i missed my last shuttle bus home. i was just complaining, i know you wont take it to heart right? hehe

we walked back to the train station and i met grace, lyd and choons in the train.

i had a great day~!

loves

Wednesday, June 21, 2006 at 11:25 PM

great friends, great time

i feel so sick.. sore throat.. running nose..

i managed to catch the shuttle bus to the interchange. yay! improvement..! i took the train to raffles place and walked to the company. was easier to locate than i thought. the interview went okie. but more sales-based. i think im kinda more prepared after so much experience.

after my first interview, i took the train to tiong bahru. tried to follow the map i've drawn based on what i saw on street directory. finally, i arrived at the place half an hour later after much effort (long walks, overhead bridges). feels great though im hot and perspiring. i mean its the first time i managed to find a place just by looking at the map. no cabs! the interview was better as compared to the other interviews i had today and yesterday.

waited awhile for a cab (i was too tired to walk), alighted at tiong bahru plaza. the cab fare was only $2.90. (making myself feel better) i changed out of my formal clothes, took the train to town to meet up with grace and choon peng. we met bert, lyd and qin at far east. together, we took a bus to marina. went for dinn at gluttons bay with lyd parents.

then, lyd took us to explore the ballroom in the oriental. so beautiful!

we met lyd's parents back at marina and they took us home. thank you lyd and grace once again~! not forgetting bert, choon peng and qin for your humour and entertainment. =D

loves

Tuesday, June 20, 2006 at 11:33 PM

how unlucky can you get?

a super duper long entry..

i woke reluctantly, prepared for the 2 interviews that i was having later in the day. just when i was about to leave my house to catch the shuttle bus, i realised the tissue box on which i wrote the interview location was missing. i remembered seeing it on the coffee table in the living room the night before. i tried searching for it in all the rooms but to no avail. i called my aunt and she said she threw it away cos someone placed it in the kitchen. great~! i didnt have the address and number of the person. i didnt have time to think cos the bus was leaving. i quickly walked to the bus bay and took the bus to the interchange.

after i arrived at the interchange, i went to withdraw the last couple of dollars left in my bank account. while i walked to the mrt station, i stretched my arm so my sleeve will roll a lil backwards and i'll be able to see the time. to my shock, i saw a gigantic housefly, green in colour on my hand. i tried to swing the housefly off my hand and through the process, a singh who was walking somewhere near me got a shock. then, i continued my way and a big drop of water hit directly on my head. what a day i thought!

i alighted at cityhall and took a cab to fuji xerox tower. (i only remembered the main building) i got there at like 10.45am. 15 mins earlier..

- i tried to locate the information counter. asked the securities about a company PACS but they werent sure and couldnt help at all cos the office was too big.
- i tried to call the numbers which the interviewer had called earlier with. the lines were either engaged or no response.
- grace tried to check the internet for the companies under the tower but wasnt successful.
- i called 100 and asked them for the company of the telephone number. she wasnt able to check cos the number was under singtel.
- i called up reys and got her to call 100 from her house number. her reply was the number is not listed.

there goes all the lil clues. the last resort! to search every level.

so i went back to the counter and asked if i could go up and search myself. the security guard was quite reluctant at first. she told me to go to the main office at 5th level. the moment i got up, there was this label which states the units and names of company. right on top, it states Prudential Assurance Company Singapore. i see the picture now. PACS = Prudential Assurance Company Singapore

although i was disappointed, i still tried to look for the unit. i thought at least i should let the interviewer know that im not interested (if its a financial position but i remembered the lady saying its sales and marketing). after going in to one of the unit, the boss told me its really tough if i dont have the number or unit. with that, i gave up. and thats after an hour of trying to find the unit and waiting for the interviewer's call at the same time.

i walked to the mrt station and took the train to eunos. on my way, the interviewer finally called. i asked if it was a financial consultant position cos i wasnt really interested if it is. she said she would asked the boss before she gets back to me.

i took a cab from eunos to the interview location (as recommended by the lady who called). the malay cab driver asked if i knew the way and i told him no. he drove up a road and came to an end, he took out his street directory and started looking at it. after a few more wrong turns, u-turns and reading the street directory, he finally got the right place. the cab fare was $6.70 when i got there (10 mins late for my 2nd interview). i paid him $5.50.

uncle: its $6.70.
me: but you went the wrong way
uncle: (fierce) very difficult to find leh! you also dont know the way.
me: (thinking: thats why i took a cab) but you're a taxi-driver
uncle: (flared up) ah..!!! get out..! get out! ff..f...

after i got down, i took note of his plate number. so fierce la. bully me.. just cos im a girl. i mean its reasonable. i took a cab cos i didnt know the way and im supposed to pay more because he didnt know the way. why should i pay for his mistakes? and his attitude was so bad. i thought $5.50 was more than enough cos i think it doesnt even cost $5.

anyway, i went for the interview which turned out okie. not too good, not too bad. i was so afraid the malay cab driver might come back. i was lucky there was a vacant cab at the ulu ulu place. i went to eunos mrt and like i guessed, it was less than $5. i took the train home.

after dinn, lyd, qin, grace and choon peng came to pick me up for dinn, round 2 at 85. we met pei wen there as well. following, we went to kallang macs to meet up with lyd's sis and bf. it was almost 12 when i got home.

it was really nice meeting up with all of them, esp after a bad day. thank you lyd for the picking me up and sending me home. thank you bestie~!!! with love..

loves

Monday, June 19, 2006 at 11:56 PM

another boring day

havent been feeling too good today. in the morning, my sleep was interupted by some call for an interview.

later in the day, my stomach wasnt feeling too good.

i didnt stay for dinn at aunt cat place. i merely went over to grab my dinn. then, i went home to have it giving an excuse that i want to watch dvd.

im have 2 interviews tomorrow and 2 interviews the day after. wish me luck!

among all the unhappy matters, something worth to be happy about. GRACE is COMING BACK in 5 hours time!

loves

Sunday, June 18, 2006 at 11:31 PM

unhappy weekend

17 June 2006 (Saturday)

keong came by my place in the afternoon. after lunch, we went for a ride to get fishes for my uncle. anyway, i got a new fish tank at home decorated with rocks, corals and sand. haha.

right after we got home, i went to inform aunt cat to get going. dont want to miss the 5pm bus. while i was in the bus, i was thinking.. finally i had the chance to take the bus. i've missed this bus like a thousand times. okie.. not thousand but enough for me to lost count.

we went to the supermarket. yay~!!! i was so happy. not that im crazy. i seldom get to go to the supermarket with all expenses paid by aunt cat. i bought all that i wanted to buy. keong said i bought too much. but i used to buy more. =\

we took a cab home cos there was way too many things to carry. apart from the groceries, snacks and all from the supermarket, aunt cat also bought bak kuah, sugar roll, liang cha and fruit cake for me! while aunt cat was queueing for cab, keong enquired about the chervolet cars at the roadshow just outside the entrance. quite acceptable price. though tempted, he dismissed the idea cos it make more sense to save some money before he make such an investment.

dinn was steamboat cos there was lotsa left over food from the steamboat aunt jen had with her friends yesterday. sumptous dinn. butter head lettuce, fishball, chicken ball, sotong, cuttlefish, pork, pork liver, prawns, yummy fish, crabmeat...

18 June 2006 (Sunday)

i woke up at 1+. didnt had a good start. keong came by at 5+. we went to bugis to get stuff for his book-in. had our lunch + dinn at maggie thai. then, we rushed to get dinn at 85. had to wait 25 mins for porridge and 20 mins for bak chor mee. by the time we left, it was 8.15pm and keong had to book in before 9.30pm. he changed into his uniform the moment he got home. he quickly went to the basement and took off with his gigantic bag, sling on his body, placed at the back seat. some time later, he msged me. some farking idiot, unsympathetic, unfeeling, heartless, cruel beast had the freaking cheek to knock somebody down and drive off. simply bastard. i have never curse someone but i had to curse this bloody farker driving a black subaru car. beware of karma.

then, like things werent bad enough. i thought i could go to aunt cat's place to find something to do while i worry and wait for his call cos he wasnt very clear in his msg and he said he had to go book in when i called. the first thing i was presented the moment i stepped into the door was my uncle telling me that im too much! like wth! what did i do wrong? am i wrong to buy dinner for the family? am i the one who caused his accident? am i the one who wanted everything to happen? or did i made it happen? and like i wasnt worried! i was so hurt and mad, i stomped out of the door, headed back to my house and into my room, turned off the lights and hid under my blankets. aunt jen came to knock on my door several times before i unlocked the door. uncle gerard came to talk to me. i appreciated the gesture but i wanted to be alone. thats how i thought but i still listen to what he said.

after uncle gerard left, i just laid on my bed, tossing and turning around in bed, still pretty upset from like 9+ to almost midnight. keong called and i told him what happen. he felt sad that im always getting scoldings from my family bcos of him. (well.. they dont really understand. prob i didnt allow them to) i feel stressed and kinda tired. i hope all will turn out fine.

loves

Friday, June 16, 2006 at 11:52 PM

jobless days

nothing interesting.. spent my wednesday and thursday at home watching dvds.

friday. first thing first. Happy 22nd Birthday Pei Fen aka Rachel~!!!

i woke up early today to prepare but still i was late. amily didnt know how to get to my place so i had to run out to the main road to take a cab. and bcos of me, we were 25 mins late. had to join the slower learners and couldnt proceed to learn the entire course. im sure amily and i will pass the next time round. looking forward to my next lesson next friday.

after lesson, i took a cab with amily home. made porridge, had my lunch before i went out to meet reys in town. went to our usual place for lunch. yea~! cine long john. then to our another usual hangout, spinelli.

later, we took the train to clarke quay. met mr kee. keong came down to meet us after his book out too. we sat down near 7-eleven, drank the vodka and chivas mr kee brought, before finding our way to mos. pei fen was supposed to come with her friends but she wasnt feeling well. hope shes fine though. anyway, we walked one big round before realising we were going the wrong way. by the time we got there, it was already after 10.30pm. which means we'll have to pay 40% more. we met joan and hong yi outside mos. saw mel working at the entrance.

after a while, linli came. my first time to mos after the unsucessful attempt half a year ago, which also happens to be my last clubbing experience though i didnt manage to get in. it was crowded with freaking alot of people and heavy polluted with the smoke from ciggies. the entrance area was so misty. didnt had a great time but i guess its nice to go clubbing with friends once in a while. i feel so lifeless. prob i have been too lazy.

we left the place at 3. heard a loud bang from the adjacent road, keong thought it was a motorcycle accident. we only found out that it was a car accident when we went past. in fact, 4 cars involved in the accident. hope no one is injured.

loves

Tuesday, June 13, 2006 at 11:39 PM

COREA match (event) at fort canning

woke up at 9.30am to message keong since i wasn’t sending him off, it was the least i could do. i went back to sleep and woke up at 12.54pm. was surprised cos i seldom sleep till afternoon. after i shower, i had lunch; instant noodle prepared by my cuzy, alaric while we watch full house. i stopped at the second episode, went to granny place to check how to get to fort canning.

by the time I left my granny place, it was 4.52pm. i went home, prepared but still, i missed the bus. i walked out and took a cab which cost me freaking $15.80, $1 for peak and $1.50 for ERP. ness met me at outside the club house. we got our red “KOREA” jerseys, got changed and started work. we were paired so it was ness and debs, char and i. we covered the field while they stood at the gate. we spent like half the time chatting while working.

we left the place at 9.25pm, all sticky and warm. we walked to plaza singapura and had MOS burger for dinner. there were so many people looking at us like we were freaks, just because we were all wearing the red jerseys.

after dinner, ness’ friend, ralphael sent ness and i home. thanks ness for the job. i had fun catching up with you gals. im glad i took up the job, not so much the money but the company and all the fun. =D

loves

Monday, June 12, 2006 at 11:31 PM

keong's last day of freedom

keong is enlisting tomorrow so i thought i should spend the day with him. we went for facial at his god-mum place in the afternoon. then we prepared dinn for the family.

please take good care of yourself. especially when your leg has yet to fully recover. i'll miss you.

loves

Sunday, June 11, 2006 at 11:22 PM

power 98 event (day 3)

i met reys at around 1 pm at scotts. we had lunch at the food court.

after lunch, we walked out the food court and were welcomed by heavy rain. reys decided to wait till the rain gets lighter before we walked over.

it was still raining quite heavily when we were at wisma. no one from the office was at the booth yet. we waited almost an hour before the rain got lighter. when we were in the booth, we waited another 2 hours before we decided to borrow brollies from the power 98 crew.

so, you can imagine, we were like carrying a brolly in one hand and holding on to a tray on the other.

later in the day, an auntie in her 40s came. apparently, she had came the day before and reys saw her putting our pens into her bag. anyway, she asked if there was a limit to the number of lucky draw coupons and i told her no. so, happily she filled in the lucky draw coupons while she kept drinking our coffee and chocolate. she drank like 20 cups can? reys got quite irritated, eu told me to take the coupons away which was just in front of the auntie. after i took them away, i gave them out to the passer-bys. the auntie then walked up to me and requested some. i gave her a couple. after she filled them in, reys told me that she was walking towards me. scared, i walked into the booth. i peeked out and saw her standing some distance outside our booth staring at us. before she left, eu said she kept saying “you girls are pathetic.” eu replied “you are also pathetic!” what an auntie. we didnt stopped her from drinking so many cups, not anyone of us, yet she claims we are pathetic. -_-'''

after work, all of us left with like more than 10 bottles of lays, chocolate ice latte and coffee ice latte. i must say it was enjoyable working with reys and eu, the chatting, gossiping and all. time passed relatively fast the past couple of days. thanks reys for asking me and thanks eu for the job offer.

loves

Saturday, June 10, 2006 at 11:00 PM

power 98 event (day 2)

keong and i met reys at 12.55pm at orchard mrt. we went for lunch at lido. keong and i had subway while reys had KFC again. she loves fast food and coke. :X

after lunch, we went to the booth and started work. when we got there, there were 13 contestants left. and at the end of the day, before we left, it was down to 11 contestants.

while working, we were discussing about game. reys said jokingly that i would last only 5 hours. the event starts at 7pm and at 12am, i would give up cos i need to sleep. then, the reporter would ask "so, how do you feel about giving up at the 5th hour of the game?" -_- im not that lousy can? i'll prob last till 5am before im caught dozing off watching the 5th repeat telecast of a match and get send off by the marshall. but then again, i got bladder problem.

then.. it was reys. shes good at not sleeping (her forte) but she'll prob give up or get caught talking (cos she forgot she cant do so) and get send off. i bet the contestants' mouth stinks cos they cant talk. and she also has bladder problem. not as bad as mine though.

finally.. eunice. she said if the competition was to watch korean drama series instead of football, she'll prob make it. but football.. i guess she'll get so bored, she fall asleep cos there will be 5 repeat telecasts for a match. all in all, the contestants get to watch a match 6 times. we were saying that.. the contestant would know the matches by heart. like which min did a country got a goal, who passed the ball to who at which min, who got a foul at which min...

although we had to work 7 hours but bcos their company, time passed relatively fast.

after work, keong came to pick me up, we went to get my dinn at bedok 85 before he sent me home.

loves

Friday, June 09, 2006 at 11:55 PM

power 98 event at wisma (day 1)

i woke up at 8+, met angela and her sis. at 12, keong came to pick me up. we went to eastpoint for late breakfast. then, he sent me home shower before going out to meet reys and eunice.

i met reys and eunice at orchard mrt station at 2.30pm. we went for dinn at taka’s KFC. unknowingly, i stole seats from 3 ladies. i was walking to the back, looking for seats. I turned around when i realized all were taken up. reys then pointed to the table of people that was leaving behind me. my reaction was to turn around and sat down. it was too late when i realized there were people waiting for the table before me. i mean its weird that i approached them and give up the seats. but then again, prob i should have done that. i was so embarrassed, i didn’t even look at them.

after lunch, we went to the booth outside wisma. got changed into the dutch lady tops, stacked all the drinks nicely in the refrigerator before we get started. i saw suvin with her bf. it turned out that her bf was one of the contestants for eatdrinklivefootball organized by power 98. the rules of the game were to watch football non-stop without talk till the last man stands.

had a good day, a lil tired though.

loves

Thursday, June 08, 2006 at 11:46 PM

homey day

before i left home, i spent some time checking the locations of the interview companies. it was 10.20am when i left home, knowing i missed the bus, i walked quickly to the main road. i couldn’t get any cab so I went to the other side of the road.

i was slightly late. when I got there, i filled in an application form and waited for awhile for the interviewer.

then, right after, i took a cab to river valley for my next interview. a casual one. with lyd's help, i managed to walk to the mrt station, took the train home. havent took the train in quite a long time

i met keong at the interchange. we bought lunch and spent the day at home.

loves

11:46 PM

homey day

loves

Wednesday, June 07, 2006 at 11:37 PM

a rushed day

keong came to pick me up for an interview at 3.30pm. the place was so freaking far. jurong industrial estate. not too keen in the job cos its construction industry. and the area is so ulu.. i had to wait like so long for the interviewer.

right after the interview, keong and i set off to SGH. we were 10 mins late for the appointment thanks to the long wait before the interview. as expected, we had to wait for his number. we decided not to wait like idiots and grab some food.

once again, after the checkup, we had to rush to his motor shop to make payment and change the engine oil.

finally, we could stop rushing. we packed dinner from the coffee shop near my place.

loves

Tuesday, June 06, 2006 at 11:25 PM

a usual hangout day in town

keong and i made a trip to ICA building to hand in the application. then, we went to golden mile to change the size of his pants. after we were done, it started raining quite heavily. i took a cab to town to meet reys.

we had lunch at wisma foodcourt. there wasnt much people there as compared to the last time i went. prob bcos it was a weekday.

before we went spinelli, our usual hangout place, we went to lido to exchange her top at topshop. linli came by later.

dinn was also at the usual place.. cine long john.

loves

Saturday, June 03, 2006 at 11:10 PM

a day with mummy

keong and i met my mum at her place. we took a cab to ICA building to apply for PR. unfortunately, theres a limit of 120 queue numbers on saturday and the last one was given out at 8.52am.

we went for lunch at the golden mile food centre cos keong needed to get his enlistment stuff. thereafter, we went to golden mile together with my mum.

keong and i spent the day at my mum's place cos i caught a flu. she made us dessert and dinner. =) missed her cooking.

loves

Friday, June 02, 2006 at 11:49 PM

not a happy girl

im feeling so sick and tired. my aunts wants me to cut down on clubbing but the fact is that.. i havent been clubbing since like new year eve. i didnt even manage to enter the club then but thats beside the point.

whats wrong with wanting to get a suitable job? im accused of not being active enough.

money is the devil.

loves

Thursday, June 01, 2006 at 11:57 PM

dejected

i wonder why theres only 24 hours in a day but so many things to do. i havent been too good with time management.

as much as i hate to reject.. im feeling so rotten. i tried to explain myself but i supposed the more explanation i do, its doing everything but good.

im getting irritated having to stay at home to look after the house cos the contractors are coming, the air-con cleaners are coming.. i had enough~! why must it always be me? bcos of all these, i dont have my own time.

i wish i could go out whenever i want..
i wish my aunts wouldnt bother me so much..
i wish i wasnt so broke..
i dont even want to think about how im going to survive till i get a job.
most importantly, i wish i could make everyone happy.

well.. i dont expect anyone to understand anything. whether my words are true or not. i guess it doesnt matter as long as i know im not doing anything against my conscience. its always the case, the more you explanation you do, people might just think otherwise.

i have never like to explain myself but i do so cos i treasure the people that i do explain to.

the bottom of this all, its all about opportunity cost. you cant have the best of all.

loves

11:08 PM

intensive job hunting

went for a couple of interviews this week.

mon. had to stay at home again cos the contractors have to come to replace the cupboard door. i was feeling bad enough when i received a call from my aunt saying the contractor wasnt coming. another day wasted in vain

tue. i went for an interview for sales and marketing executive position at jollytoy.

wed. i went for an interview for the position of marketing coordinator at axn. kind of hoping i will get this job cos the job scope is very much similar to my previous job. but i guess i dont have much chances cos i screwed up the interview.

after the interview, keong and i went to loyang point to meet up with angela for ktv session. the main purpose was to celebrate angela's belated birthday.

at 7.45pm, angela and i took a cab to my place for dinner. that wasnt in the plan but i forgot to inform my granny that im not going home for dinner, so we have to make a trip to my place. right after dinn, angela, keong and i waited for jeff at the basement.

we went to marina south for dinner. it was 9.30pm when we started picking up food from the trays. the food was simply pathetic.

we left the eating place at almost 11.30pm. angela and i actually wanted to try riding on keong's bike (angela did ride for a very short while) but hundreds of red ants stopped us from doing so. keong quickly sent me home cos i promised my aunt to be home by 11+. fortunately, i got home at 11.59pm. the journey home wasnt comfortable though. the red ants must have crawled up his bike (which is later confirmed by angela too). we were scratching our legs and body throughout the journey.

thu. i was supposed to go for an interview at robinsons but couldnt make it last minute.

keong came by my place in the noon. we went to meet up with angela and her sister. angela's suggestion and company with keong's encouragement, i decided to go for what i have always wanted to do but fail to do so, due to insufficient determination. shall revealed after i've succeeded~!

loves