Yesterday.. I was home studying for my test which is like 30%.. My bestie came over in the early evening.. She did her stuff while i studied my test.. Of coz there wouldnt b silence wif two gals in the room.. Moreover my bestie.. Really enjoyed her company.. She's definitely someone who is always there for mi.. Thanx sunshine.. Really glad to have her in my life.. She left around 8.. I took a bathe after watching the 7.30 show.. Packed my stuff and left home around 10.50.. I was at bishan when gary coled.. He asked if i wanted him to fetch mi to wdls.. Didn't wanna trouble him.. He said we meet up catch up for a while.. So i waited at yck.. We went to alamin to meet reys.. Didn't remember wad time we got home.. I washed up.. Studied for a while and fell asleep at slightly past 2..

Reys woke mi up at 6.43.. I was so tired n had trouble opening my eyes.. -_- Z z z . . But i noe i had to go to sch.. I reluctantly got up n sat up for a few minutes den i went to take a shower n went to sch.. I just had my test.. Hopefully i'll do well but i seriously doubt.. Now.. Im waiting for my next lesson at 3..

The tot of next week schedule is really dreadful.. 3 project presentations which we have yet to start on n my biz report portfolio.. But at least after the week after next.. I can take a breather.. For just a short moment.. Coz its the study week.. Busy.. Stressed..

Had been busy n stressed up with school.. Im having my exams in 5 weeks.. Really worried.. I dun wanna stay for another sem.. Recently there are so many tests and all the projects are due in 3 to 4 weeks.. Haven been doin well for all my tests.. Haiz.. It's time to buck up and get back on track..

Things haven been too good this month.. Hope it will get beta next month.. I juz got hm.. Met my aunt and cousin at somerset.. It's been a bad day.. I met Reys n Eil at cine long john at around 2+.. Linli is supposed to meet us to do project but she needed the com so she did not came down in the end.. Eil was tired and wanted to go hm.. which means I've went down for nothing.. But I think Reys n Eil waited even longer for nothin n dey had to acc mi to wait till my aunt comes..

I think Im being oversensitive lately.. Dunno y.. Haiz.. So sad.. Always duno wads happening or either e las to noe.. Is there nything wrong wif mi.. I hope someone can juz tell mi.. *Sobz*

Been rather busy las week.. But boring too.. Contradicting..? Haha..

Fri.. Caught a movie wif Reys n Eileen.. Seoul Raiders.. Not too bad.. After e movie.. I met Angela at Orchard MRT.. We took a cab to Boat Quay to meet Feng n frens.. My Friend's Place.. It's a KTV pub.. e place closed at 2am.. So early.. We den went to East Coast.. And.. .. .. Yar.. I was drunk.. Never been so drunk.. Argh.. Really gave lotsa trouble to Feng n Angela.. Thanx for takin care of mi n Sorry for all e trouble.. I'll kip my promise yeah..

Sat.. Met Derek at Somerset.. Watch Howl's Moving Castle.. It was so much nicer than i expected.. After e show.. Met Reys n went to Rouge w Cryst, Eil, Jay, Alan n Paul.. Hang around till Ying xue came.. We went to liquid room.. Was so tired so i left early..

Sun.. Went to Angela house around 5+ to play mahjong.. We played 32 rounds n i lost 20 bucks.. Dats how i spent my day.. Got home at 10+..

Chu Xi (Chn New Year Eve)
I met Reys at Bishan MRT.. Waited close to an hour.. I did some las minute shoppin n got e skirt dat i wanted.. We sat down at Coffeebean till around 4.30.. I reached my aunt house at around 6.. We had steamboat as usual.. e gals were decidin whether to meet up after reunion dinner.. Wasn't feelin well.. Had been sick e past 4 days so I decided to stay at hm.. On my way bac hm.. Feng col mi n ask mi to go out.. He said we haven't met for a long time.. After considerin.. I went out.. :X Haha.. Went to bugis to meet him n his frens.. Derafter we went to MU.. -_- Sianz.. Technosiao.. At 12.. Der were only 3 people on e dance floor.. Pathetic rite..? I coled Juan n she said Black's juz a lil beta.. Haiz.. Got hm at 5+..

Chu Yi (First Day)
Got up at 10+.. Showered, got dressed n went to grandma house at 1+.. Met Derek at wlds at around 4.. Der wasnt many shows so we went to amk n watched i do i do.. Stupid show.. Funny lo.. After e show.. Went to my mum fren house den to my grandma house.. Got home, watched tv den fell aslp.. Boring New Year..

Chu Er (Second Day)
Got up at 10+ again.. Showered, got dressed n waited for my ah yee to cum.. Actualli meetin Derek but las min put aeroplane.. Sianz.. Everyday wake up, shower, dress n sit der like idiot.. Juz like now.. Duno lata goin wher.. Argh.. Hope it'll get beta..

After lessons on wed, Reys, Cryst, Xiaoli n mi took a cab to HMV. Reys, Xiaoli n Mi went to Spinelli to slack, lata we went to shop around den to sakae sushi.. We waited 1/2hr for a seat n another 1/2 for the food.. So damn long.. Xiaoli heard the waiter commenting dat we are bitchy.. I have yet to thank him for his complimen.. Haha.. After eatin, we were in the restroom when cryst came.. We spent half an hour in the toilet dressin up.. Reys is my hairstylist n Cryst is my image consultant.. My makeup was done by Cryst..

We reached Zouk around 10+.. It wasnt crowded initially but as time got by.. The no. of people increased.. The dance floor was freakin crowded.. Myriam n her bf came too.. There was tis couple on the dance floor.. Dey seem rather irritated with our presence but who cares.. Nth much to mention.. We left at approximately 2.30.. I reached Reys house at 3+ n fell aslp at 4.. I reminded cryst to col mi n Reys e next day for our 8am lesson before we left..

I was awaken by my handphone ringtone.. Cryst coled around 6am.. She coled Reys n mi consecutively.. I picked up her col once n thereafter i fell aslp.. Reys didnt got up too.. We missed 2hrs lesson.. Feel so lousy.. I told her to col us but we didnt got up.. After lessons i went hm.. So tired..

I woke up to the early rays of the sun
Felt the morning breeze brushing against my cheeks
The first thought that came to my mind was you
I wanted to let you know how much I miss you
I hated myself for thinking that way
Coz I know it was always a mistake

I wondered and pondered if I still love you
I convinced myself that I no longer do
But why do you always appear in my mind
No matter how busy I kept myself
I would still think of you at some point of time
Why did things have to turn out this way

Each time when I think of you
I would send you a message
And I always wonder how do you do
You were probably in hands with some girl
I hated myself for thinking about you
Coz I know it was never meant to be

*24 years old
*loves her family, her girlies and the lovely peeps
*attached to beckie's ride
*is absolutely contradicting
*loves travelling and shopping


*more holidays!
*ipod
*shining luck + bling +