I took my first paper yest at 9am.. Wasnt too bad but it wasnt too good either.. I left out a question.. Approximately 20 marks.. Actually I did wrote a lil rubbish.. After the paper, Reys, Linli, Cryst, Myriam and me went to food junction.. Linli and I were not hungry so we went to find a classroom.. We got a classroom at D308.. Reys and Cryst joined us lata.. The room was too noisy so we went out and made ourselves at home at the classrooms corridor.. Reys and Cryst were lying on the floor studying.. There were both MA and MB class students in 2 classrooms.. Everyone were studying.. We studied till 3.30 then we went for a break.. The second paper wasnt too bad.. I wrote a whole lota rubbish.. Haha.. I met Kenneth after my paper at food junction.. We went to TM then back home.. I studied less than 1 lecture and fell asleep..

Woke up in the noon knowing im in deep shit cos I have yet to study for my paper at 4pm.. I studied 3 lectures in all.. Couldnt get anything into my head.. Was simply too tired.. I met Linli at Eunos.. We met Cryst and Reys at YCK.. We got to the exam hall at 4pm.. I scan through the questions and knew that I was dead.. I wrote Section A, Question 1 on my paper.. Then I stared at the question on the computer screen.. I had this one thought.. To just hand in my paper at that moment.. Although I know Im gonna flung the paper.. But I tot I could at least try to write some rubbish and it wouldnt be good to leave the exam hall soon after it started.. An hour after the paper.. I left the exam hall.. First time ever to be the first to leave the exam hall.. I be glad if I can get 30 marks for the paper thou I know Im not gonna get any more than 20.. I took the train home.. Im having my next paper on thurs.. Really hope it is gonna turn out well.. Wish me luck..!

I met Reys and Xiaoli on Friday at Borders cafe to study.. I got der at around 9.30.. WHile studying.. I had stomach cramps.. Reys gave me a pill for stomach cramps.. We left Borders at around 11 and walked over to Wisma taxi stand to meet Kenneth and Gary.. We went over to Lido to watch Miss congeniality 2.. Just when the show started.. I felt my eyes were very dry and itchy.. Wanted to rub but didnt wana smudge my makeup so I used a tissue to rub.. Few minutes later.. My eyes were swollen.. Swollen to the extend that I could not continue watching the show.. Kenneth drove me to Bishan 24 hour clinic.. The doctor said that it was a drug reaction.. Thereafter we went to 7-11 den back to Lido to meet them.. Reys was laughing non-stop when she saw me.. She is so mean.. It was so terrible I couldnt really open my eyes.. I decided to stay home during the weekends.. It was 3.40 when I got home.. I slept soon after I showered..

The next day.. I got up at around 1pm.. I took medicine after lunch and fell asleep at 3.. I lata realise the medicine acrually causes drowsiness.. Got up at 5.. Studied a lil and watch tv.. Lata I studied till around 5.30.. Got up today at 12+.. Took my lunch and medicine.. Doing las min studying.. Hope I'll be able to finish all dat I had to study.. Pray hard that I'll pass.. Can't afford to fail..

I got home from hostel after having dinner with alvin.. Grace met me at the bus stop soon after dinner.. She came over to my place.. When I got home, my bro was using my lap top.. I told him not to use it for too long.. I prepared dinner for my bro.. He sneaked out at 10+ when he wasnt supposed to and got me into trouble.. The most frustrating thing is dat my bro spoilt my laptop.. Argh.. E most precious and valuable thing I own.. Sad.. All my stuff are inside.. Projects, information, songs and most importantly all my pictures.. Upset.. I got up this morning hoping dat it will somehow work but to my disappointment.. Pray dat it will work tommorrow.. My last hope before Im convinced dat it really wont work..

Got up at 9+ yesterday.. Went to SP to take diskette from sky and at the same time pack lunch.. Met Eil at the bus stop.. After I bought lunch, I met sky at foodcourt 6 to get the diskette.. He came all the way from engineering lab.. So nice.. Haha.. Got back to hostel at 1+.. After lunch, we did our project.. The words on the computer screen makes me sleepy.. I fell asleep at 5.20 and got up at 6.. I took a shower and met Zen at the SP bus stop.. We went to Clementi play pool.. He walked me back to hostel and we chatted awhile.. I rush back to hostel to complete my ppt.. Im so bad.. Haven finish project go out.. Haha.. We left hostel at 10.50.. Got to orchard 1/2 hour lata.. There was a long queue at Chinablack.. Wonder why.. No free drinks le.. :( We den went to Phuture.. So damn bloody packed.. And some people are such a nuisance.. One guy tapped my shoulder several times (I hate it when ppl tap my shoulder) ask "Where are you from?" What was I to say..? Singapore..! Den gave him the "Such a nuisance asking ridiculous questions" look.. By 3am, I had bruises all over my body and been stepped like a thousand times.. After which, we walked over to shell and got some drinks.. I dun remember what time we got back.. Eil and Reys showered and ate a lil supper before sleep.. I was doing my project in the living room.. By the time I got onto the bed, it was already 6.40am.. After 5 hours, I got up.. Showered and sitting in front of the computer finding some stuff to do coz Reys is still sleeping..

I have been staying in this place since sunday.. And will b here till thu.. I tink its gonna b my second home pretty soon.. SP hostel.. Been doing projects.. Busy busy busy.. Im so sleepy now.. But gotta do projects.. Never ending.. Went to sch on Mon for presentation den went bac to hostel n slept till evening.. Thereafter.. Reys and me walked to clementi to pack dinn back..

Fell asleep 3+ yesterday and woke up at 9+.. Reys and me went to SP for lunch with her friends.. Linli met us and we went back to the hostel.. Around evening time, Linli and me went back home.. I rushed to my aunt house for dinn den went back home.. After the 9pm show.. I took the train to.. guess where.. Yea.. The hostel again.. There were a couple of stoopid, irritating ppl sitting at the train door blocking the passageway.. Idiots..! I had to walk past one cabin.. Lucky.. I made it.. The route to hostel was so dark and spooky.. Reys met me at the bus stop and escorted me up.. Haha.. Now.. I have no idea wad im doing.. Im supposed to be doing project.. Think Im gonna spent the rest of tomorrow in hostel again..

I fantasize fairytale romance in storybooks and movies.. Im sure some gals do.. But we r aware of e fact dat it is created.. Summarize in one word "fake" Isn't it..? It doesnt exist in reality.. Okie.. Probably it does.. One in a thousand.. But nonetheless i think probably it gives people hope.. I believe in love.. Love for family, friends, partners n prob for some, enemies.. Love makes the world beautiful.. But sometimes taken for granted..

Its always not easy to forget someone who you once love.. Hate myself.. But like my friend said.. It takes time.. I believe time can heal everything.. I hope it is gonna b soon..

Recently.. Everyone's so frustrated n short tempered.. Its all e projects n tests.. Sleepless nights.. Midnight oil.. Driving me nuts.. But glad its gonna b over soonz..

I got up at 10+ after grace called mi.. I took a shower.. Had my breakfast n laze around.. Taking my own sweet time to pack my stuff.. Yea.. I was late as usual.. Actually i knew i b late.. Haha.. Jus couldnt get up earlier.. We were supposed to meet 1pm at Meritus Mandarin.. I got der at 2+.. On the train.. I was wondering wad I could get for her around the area.. Like Heeren or cine.. I called grace when i was on my way walking to Meritus.. I was hesitating to go cine to get las min present.. Really las min.. Haha.. In e end.. I went.. I walked briskly scanning for stuff dat i could get fer her.. Walked into bits and pieces but didnt see anything i fancy.. When i reached the end of e 2nd level.. I was panicking coz she was already waiting for mi outside Meritus.. Out of desperation.. I decided to get her a beach volley ball.. She so beachy n sunshine.. I knew it wouldnt b wrong coz i know she doesnt have one.. But I felt really stoopid.. If we were going to sentosa or one of the beaches.. It wouldnt seem funny.. But a volley ball in Meritus is definitely out.. But it was too late for regrets.. I stuffed it in my bag.. I told her I bought something really stoopid when we were walking to e lift.. Felt really glad when she said she like it alot.. Felt less stoopid.. Our room number was 937..

Grace, lydia and mi laze around chatting.. e usual women gossips.. Haha.. After lydia went to meet her "friend".. Grace helped mi to paint my nails.. And we did a face mask.. Thereafter she showered.. We went pasta mania grab a quick bite.. On the way.. We met shi qin.. It was really a quick one.. Like 10 minutes.. We met lydia on the way bac to Meritus.. The 4 of us spent the rest of our time in the room dolling up.. We left the room for church at arouund 6+.. Met Denise at the lobby.. Got to Cathedral of the Good Shepherd at 6.45..

After mass.. We took a bus to Holland V.. Had Sushi Tei.. Then we went to Wala Wala as planned.. Didn't look as great as what I expected.. We bought a drink and went upstairs.. Got there at early 10.. So crowded.. Practically no space to stand.. I even got knock by a stoopid guy who obviously didnt seem sorry.. My entire left arm was drenched w his drink.. But at least his friend apologise on his behalf but after I shouted "What de fark" We decided to move to the corner.. The band was great.. The singer was fantastic.. She had such a great voice.. I think it was their engaging wif the audience dat made the atmosphere high and the whole experience simply great.. Shi qin went to make a dedication for grace at some point of time and guess what she dedicated.. You are my sunshine.. Grace looked so embarassed.. I would too if i were u.. Hehe.. Had fun but was a lil tired.. Felt sleepy.. We left Wala Wala at 2+.. Got bac to Meritus at 3+.. I was the first to shower n i went to dreamland right after dat..

We woke up at 9+.. As usual.. Laze around.. Each was doing their own stuff.. Showering.. Watching TV.. And Shi qin was sleeping.. Weather was cloudy when we woke up so we decided not to go swim.. When everyone is awake n washed up.. We took some fotos.. Okie it was quite a number.. We had a morning drink.. Some tequila shots flew from england by denise.. grace took e dbl choc.. lydia took choc mint.. I took honeycomb and shi qin took e lemon merigue.. It was really strong.. 14.5%.. The choc mint tasted the best, followed by honeycomb, lemon merigue and dbl choc.. We checked out at noon.. lydia, grace n i went to cine to have our lunch.. Lata grace n i went to HMV.. She wanted to get something dat we could have in common.. I wanted to get a ring to replace my previous one.. So we went to one of the shops dat sell lotsa rings and accessories.. She bought a pair of rings with engravings and I got a pair of handphone accessories.. She took the red tag and I took the yellow tag.. She walked mi to PS..

I met Alex and we watched the 4.10 Hitch.. After the show.. I went to Aunt place for dinn.. Got hm at 9+.. Got changed.. Packed my stuff and met Reys at Dover.. Here i m doing my project in the hostel.. She's sound aslp at the moment.. Gotta wash up really soonz n head for school.. Presentation again..

The fundamentals of love.
Think back to the day when you first laid eyes on her. You found yourself charmed by the way she talks, the way she dresses herself to show off her best features and the way she embraces life with her laughter. It seemed as if a mysterious "chemistry effect" has suddenly developed to draw you closer to her.

You two then began to meet regularly, and you discover more things that you admire about her. Her clever ideas, her healthy values and the way she stands up for you when others doubt you. You find yourself thinking of her not just as a normal friend, but a very good friend. It is often during this period that a boy and a gal will start thinking of bringing their friendship to another level. After all, the kind of wonderful experience you have between each other can only become even better if it develops into a romantic relationship. In other words, the feeling is really unique - no one else seems able to replace her in your heart.

So both of you agree to go get together and work even harder on the relationship. You "graduate" to become a couple, and are the envy of the sea of singles.

When You Forget The Fundamentals
However, at some point in your relationship, you forgot how it all began. You start to take your partner for granted. Why can't she laugh in a more ladylike manner? Why doesn't she dress herself more trendily? Why must she assert her views and point out your silly mistakes? Is she really the one for you?

To be fair to yourself and to her, take some time to reflect on your "love memory". The "love memory' contains all the reasons that you fell in love with her right from Day One. It contains rarely accessed snippets of how your life has changed since meeting and loving her.

Pre-steady days, did you heap compliments on her for the brave way she spoke her mind on bullies and snobs? You probably did. Did you like her unusual fashion sense that makes her stand out from the crowd? Right-o. So why are you criticising or finding fault with her now that she is your girlfriend?

Because you have forgotten the fundamentals of love, like so many of us. You have forgotten the reasons you admired her during the friendship phase. Instead, once you went steady, you put your "love memory" in cold storage. As her boyfriend, you take up a new set of demands and expectations about her. These new ideas are not necessarily better; they could put your relationship at risk.

The Secret Of Strong Relationships
A healthy relationship, like learning to walk properly, follows a step-by-step development. You can't possibly become part of a couple if you aren't friends in the first place. Ok, I know some of us break the rule and plunge straight into whirlwind courtship, but how many of those couples can go the distance? Couplehood works well when there is something you like about her (and vice versa), and I'm not referring to merely the physical aspects.
So whenever your relationship hits a rocky path,don't give up without checking on your "love memory". Rediscover the reasons why you fell in love with her, and watch your relationship flourish with a newfound vigour.


The SPACES between our FINGERS were created
so that another person's fingers could FILL THEM IN.

Reys coled mi at 9.30.. I woke up.. Took a shower and went to school to meet reys.. Lessons ended at 1.. I stayed in school to finish my crm project.. Reys n Cryst went to Orchard.. Actually.. We were supposed to watch HITCH together.. But I didnt wanna watch e 9.20 show.. So i went to meet my bestie at tamp after im done wif my crm roleplay script.. We met Juan at her house downstairs n chatted fer awhile.. Thou it was juz for a short while but i tink it feels great.. Jus like before.. =D I went to her house n i had a great time.. Thanx for helpin mi wif my report yeah..

Got up tis mornin at 9+.. Jus lie around watch tv.. Cnt find a com to do my project.. My com spoil n my notebook wif Reys.. So frustrated..! Argh.. Goin nuts.. Msg many of my frens but all either com spoil or not at hm.. :( Stress.. So many projects, reports and presentations but no com.. I hav to thank my bitch fren for listenin to my complaints.. I really appreciate it.. Alas.. I went to eunos to meet Linli n we went to Bugis.. But didnt manage to get nythin.. In e end.. We coled Cryst n ask her to get e present for myriam since she's in orchard.. So bad of us rite..? Thanx cryst.. Derafter.. We had dinner at maggie thai den went to her house.. At 9.. We watched Cryst on Miss Singapore Universe.. So gorgeous.. MUST vote for her kaez..? Hehe.. Doing project now.. Going hm soonz.. Tink tmr mornin goin Reys house do project.. Haiz.. I hope its gonna b over soonz..

*24 years old
*loves her family, her girlies and the lovely peeps
*attached to beckie's ride
*is absolutely contradicting
*loves travelling and shopping


*more holidays!
*ipod
*shining luck + bling +