Many gals look strong and tough on the outside, they try to hide their weak side to protect themselves, not let people around them worry etc.. I dont know it applies to how many gals out there but at least i notice it in the people around me and myself.. On a normal basis, we are tough.. But when we get drunk or when we are alone and our minds start to wander.. Emotions arise.. And many start doing nonsensical stuff which most will regret the following day.. One good example, sending a message to the guy who has always been on her mind.. The drunk starts sprouting nonsense that are probably what they really think and want and worse.. make a scene.. They will either be very sad or happy but i guess mostly sad.. At that moment.. They feel lonely.. Loneliness in their heart.. Every gal yearn for someone to care and love for her, to give a warmth hug when she needs one and to be there when she needs someone.. Single gals definitely feel lonely at a point or another but they choose not to attach probably because the right person has yet to come by or they are afraid of being hurt..

For some reason.. I moving in with my aunt this saturday for long term.. Which means I cant go clubbing on wednesdays anymore.. No more going home any time I like including weekends.. No more going out in the wee hours.. No more staying out.. Having to report where Im going, with who and what time I be home.. Argh.. Feels just like a secondary school girl or even a primary school girl.. So sad.. Guess I would just have to be a good girl who goes home after work.. Be home by latest 12 on weekends.. Basically no life.. Actually.. Im not sure if I would really be the good girl that my aunt wants me to.. Probably one fine day.. I wouldnt be able to take it and I'll live my lifestyle my way.. Definitely there ought to be conflicts.. My ears gonna suffer big time.. Seriously.. Now is high time that I have fun and enjoy all I want.. If she doesnt allow me to enjoy myself now.. Then when can I..? Just hope she understands..

I met reys, linli and joan after work at somerset.. They wanted to watch the interpreter.. She called me after work to ask if I was meeting them.. I told her yea.. She said she need to call gamy cos he already bought the tix.. In the end.. They get yipeng to come along to watch.. Linli was asking me if the first 2nd row was alrite.. I told her yes.. In the end.. I realised they actually bought the first row tix.. The show was rather political and not really easy to understand.. And the large screen made it worse.. But overall.. The show was quite nice.. yipenng said something after the show that made me luff.. If a horse was to run past the screen.. Our eyes would have to follow the horse.. whereas the ppl at the back wouldnt need to.. After the show.. I went home..

I woke up at 8+ and left home at 9.30.. My sup msg me when I was on the train that we might b late.. I had no idea how to get to four seasons so I decided to take a cab from orchard.. And guess how much was the cab fare..? $2.40.. Imagine how 'far' it was.. I went to the ballroom and expected to see my sup.. But instead I saw someone who I never tot I would.. A senior from my secondary school.. Of everyone.. He was taken aback but didnt really show.. I called my sup and she instructed me to upack some premiums.. The event was quite interesting.. Its about wine tasting.. Drank abit.. After the event.. I took a cab with my sup to bugis.. I went to meet grace for lunch.. angela came slightly later.. grace and I went to coffeebean to wait for angela after our lunch.. She came minutes later.. We took some pictures together.. We sat for quite awhile then we left.. grace and I went to the ladies while angela and jeff went to get a puff.. grace and I went out to look for them after we were done but they were nowhere to be seen.. I called her and she said she had to go cos she had some matters to attend to.. :( grace and I decided to head for home.. she insisted that I go to her house for dinner so I ended up in her house.. After dinn.. We met Jeff at her place downstairs and we accompanied him for dinner.. We saw kaymen and we chatted for awhile.. We left the eating place at 9.. jeff and I walked grace home.. Then jeff walked me home.. I went home.. Showered and met reys at somerset at around 11.. We walked to black and met ying xue there.. The most embarrassing moment.. When we were at the cashier.. We were told that the charge was 15 instead of 12.. So we were digging for money.. We gave the cashier quite alot of coins.. It was already embarassing enough that we gave them so many coins.. She counted the money and told us that we were short of 2 bucks.. The queue was already very long.. We quickly search for 2 more bucks.. Passed it to the cashier and quickly went up.. I really felt like stuffing my head into the ground.. Problem wasnt solved.. After we paid for entry.. I didnt had money to keep our bags.. We really digged for every cent.. Finally yingxue manage to dig the last 1 dollar that we were lack of.. There were many more people than I tot there would be.. Basically.. The dance floor was really hot but I enjoyed myself with reys and yingxue.. At 3.30.. I went downstairs and met ken.. He sent me home..

The following day.. I woke up at 10+.. Lied on the sofa and watched tv till noon.. Basically slacked my time away at home.. At 4+.. I took a bathe and met ken at my place downstairs.. We went to walk the night market.. My bro called me when I was there.. He wanted me to pass him some money.. We waited for my bro to come.. We were at NTUC when he came.. Bought some stuff and went to buy some food from the night market for dinn.. We watched TV as we ate.. He left my house at 8.20.. I watched TV till 10+ then I went to sleep..

That was my weekend.. Why does weekends always pass so fast..

After work las wed.. I went to woodlands to meet reys.. I bought a cake and walked over to her place.. Waited at her place downstairs.. We took a cab to Rosewood condo.. We called eil when we were at the door.. reys held on to the cake while I lighted the candles.. She was rather surprised.. The KTV room was better than I tot.. Quite cosy.. There were 6 of us.. Joan and her sista, ying xue, reys, eil and me.. At 10.30.. I went to take a bus to woodlands interchange.. ken board the train at yishun.. He sent me home then he went to tampines to meet his friend.. Hope she enjoyed herself as much as we do..

Yesterday.. I had to go down to the B2 storeroom to get some premiums.. I asked Adeline to accompany me there.. I went to the mailroom to get the trolley and we took the cargo lift to 2nd level.. Then we took another lift down to B2.. The lights were on when we got there.. I was actually supposed to call the security to turn on the lights but since they were on.. I dont have to.. The B2 storeroom is a small area in the carpark.. We walked over to the storeroom which is 200m away from the elevator.. We unlocked and unlatched the door.. We searched around for the stuff that I needed to get.. Suddenly.. The lights went off.. Congratulations.. It was pitch dark.. To the extent that you cannot even see your hand if you put it in front of your face.. I panicked but was relieved that adeline was there with me.. I thought only the store light was off.. Mag has told me before that the security would sometimes turn off the lights and it would be pitch dark.. I thought she meant that there would be some light outside.. We made our way to the door slowly and realised that the entire B2 lights were turned off.. Argh.. I finally understood what she meant by pitch dark.. I took out my handphone to call the security but there was no reception.. Argh.. At the most crucial moment.. I asked adeline to checked if hers had reception.. Fortunately.. there was.. I called the security and told them to turn on the lights cos I was at the storeroom.. It seems like eternity for them to turn the lights back although it was less than a minute.. We quickly took the stuff and went back up.. I wasnt able to get over it until hours later.. I was really lucky dat adeline was with me.. Later in the day.. Mag asked me to go down to the store again.. Obviously I asked adeline to accompany me.. When we were at the storeroom door.. 2 lights went off.. I quickly asked adeline to call the security cos I was afraid they might turn off all the lights soon.. I got the stuff as fast as I could and went back to the office.. Spooky..

On sat.. My bro and I met my aunt at my place downstairs at 1+.. We were going to pay my dad respects.. When I met her.. She said we have to make a trip to pet safari cos cookie might not b able to make it.. While we were walking there.. My bro called out at me from behind.. I asked him "what?!" in an irritated tone.. He said cookie passed away.. I hasten my pace.. We quickly entered the clinic into the consultation room.. She lied there with her eyes opened.. My cousins were in there crying.. I felt so sad.. Tears were welling up.. I left the room immediately.. I couldnt stand the sight and I didnt wanted to cry.. cos it jus seem so weird.. cookie wasnt my dog but I really felt so sad.. Like she was part of my family.. My cousin came out from the clinic carrying the dog which has already been wrapped up.. I took a cab with my aunt and my bro to geylang to pay my dad respect.. My cousins took a cab to somewhere which sounds like mount pleasant to cremate the dog.. In the evening.. I wanted to go home cos I was so tired but my aunt asked me to go to my grandma house to accompany my cousin and I did so.. She seem quite alrite when she came.. After dinner.. I accompanied her to tampines mall.. I treated her to Hagen Daz.. Thereafter.. We met william, her bf.. We walked to 505 cos william wanted to pack dinner then home.. Later.. My aunt called and scolded me cos my bro sneaked out again.. For some reasons.. I cried..

On sunday.. I met ken at lavender.. was supposed to pack lunch for my cousin but she said she didnt want cos she was meeting a friend.. After lunch.. we went to bugis walk walk.. So crowded.. We went to his coffeeshop then to grandlink play pool.. In the evening.. We had dinner at geylang.. I got home at 7+.. Later in the day.. I walked past my bro who was using the computer.. He was chatting with my cousin on msn.. He had placed cookie pic and his nick says.. no matter where you go.. you will always be remembered.. Again.. I felt sad.. I went to my room and I teared.. Why am I so weak..? I called Angela and ken.. They reassured me that it was okie..

Tuesday was ken birthday celebration.. Wed i went clubbing with reys, linli, eil, yingxue, vivienne and ken.. Thu i celebrated me birthday at paradiz centre kbox.. These three days.. I got home everyday from 2+ to 3+.. Fri i celebrated my birthday at my aunt place with my family members.. Thereafter.. I met reys and the others.. They were having a gathering.. 6 cars in total.. I got home at 6+.. Despite all the outings.. I still have to turn up for work everyday from 9 to 6.. Cant imagine how I actually did it..

After work.. I went home to shower den I went to my grandma house for dinner.. After dinner.. I went home, change and took a cab to ps to fetch linli and reys to paradiz centre.. Vivienne was already waiting for us in the room.. Later.. Vincent came, angela and jeff, pei fen and alvin, xin yi and her fren and lastly gary and ken.. reys and linli were sitting in a corner and pei fen, alvin, angela and jeff were sitting in another.. So.. I had to walked around and accompany both sides.. Vivienne told me that she has a surprise for me.. Who wouldnt know what the surprise was.. :X Alvin asked when he just came in if there was a cake and i said no.. Some time later.. He was outta the room for quite awhile.. Pei fen said he had gone exploring and I tot so until I saw him flustered when I saw him along the corridor.. Haha.. Im jus so smart.. :X Just before 12.. I went to the toilet and I saw vivienne, xinyi and alvin outside the room.. I knew something was going on.. I actually expected it.. Vivienne rushed angela and me into the room after we came out from the toilet.. They brought 2 cakes in while playing the birthday song.. The best part was after blowing out the candles.. I wanna thank vivienne, linli, pei fen and especially alvin.. After they had enough of fun.. I went to the toilet to wash up with angela and pei fen.. I was practically putting my head under the running tap.. I smell of chocolate cake.. Yucks..! Im beginning to hate chocolate cake.. We left the place at 1+ and I got home at 2+.. I really really wanna thank each and everyone who was there.. I appreciate it.. I really enjoyed myself although this is the first time I kenna sabo with cake.. A big THANK YOU to all.. Love you guys..!

After work on mon.. I went to tampines mall to shop for ken's present.. angela came down at 8+ to accompany me.. While waiting for her.. I shopped around thinking what to buy and listing the items I can buy in my mind.. I waited till I was so unpatient.. I decided to just get a wallet and go home.. She called me not long later saying she is already here.. I met her and jeff outside delifrance.. I told her I've decided to get a wallet.. We went to wallet shop and they helped me pick the most suitable one.. But the shop do not have a new piece so we decided to go metro and see if they do have it there.. I bought the wallet from metro den I went to B1 to get a cake.. I was hestitating between bengawan solo and four leaves.. Alas.. I got the cake from four leaves.. My aunt called and scolded me for not being at home and blah blah blah.. Please.. How old am I..? I quickly went to pack dinner for my brother.. I took the elevator up to 4th storey and when I was queueing up.. I called him and ask him what he wanted.. He said he has eaten.. Stoopid.. Never even let me know.. I met angela at the taxi-stand and took a cab home.. Thanks gal for accompanying me..

After dinner.. I called kenneth and gave an excuse to ask him at meet him.. Itold him that I was hungry.. :X He said he pack food for me but it will be approximately 11+.. I asked if he could meet me for breakfast on tue.. If not then I'll meet him that night.. I was very sleepy and fell asleep unknowingly.. The next moment I got up.. I called him.. He was already on his way home.. So fedup.. He msg me that he will meet me for breakfast then later he send another msg saying he cant meet me.. Fine then.. I tot I'll have the cake to myself.. I was so angry I didnt wanted to meet him for dinner on tue.. But still.. Its his birthday.. So I told him I'll meet him only if he comes over to meet me at my place and we'll go there ourselves cos his aunt wanted to come fetch me.. He said okie.. After work.. I went home, showered.. He was already outside when I was just done showering.. I dressed up and we went bendemeer to have dinner with his family.. We took a cab with his bro to Partyworld after dinner.. I got to know his cousins.. Wonderful people.. Very friendly.. I got home at 2.30.. Washed up and went to bed..

I was surprised I could get up the next day although it wasnt easy.. Haha.. I nearly fell asleep in my first marketing meeting.. Tried very hard to stay awake.. vanessa, adeline and me followed the shuttle bus to airport for lunch.. vanessa's colleague said we had only 1/2 hour so I really rushed but actually there was ample time.. vanessa and I went to get coffee upstairs while adeline finished her food.. The damn girl working thera was like flirting with her colleague.. They were both around early 20s.. So irritating.. I was so sick of waiting.. Cudnt stand the sight of the girl dilly dally and flirting around.. I went downstairs first and left adeline and vanessa upstairs.. Vanessa bought a slice of cake supposingly for break later.. At 3.30.. We met at the fortune pantry.. It turned out the cake was for me.. So sweet of them.. *Touched* I really appreciate it.. After work.. I rushed home.. Showered.. Dressed up and left home around 8.45.. I took the train.. And fell asleep at aljunied.. Luckily.. I woke up just in time but very embarassed.. Dont know if I looked awful sleeping cos I noticed stares on me.. I met reys and yingxue outside chinablack at 9+.. The three of us went in first.. ken and vivienne came around 10+.. eileen and linli came around 11+.. At 1+.. The crazy gal wanted to go phuture.. I wanted to go home already cos I was afraid I couldnt get up the next day.. She sort of insisted that I go phuture.. So.. reys, ying xue, ken, vivienne and me ended up in phuture at 2.. We left at 3.. I think reys and yingxue went back to chinablack.. The rest of us went to shell to get a drink then we headed home.. I fell asleep in the cab.. I was so tired the moment I lie on my bed.. I fell asleep.. Had trouble getting up this morning.. Got up at 8.46.. Haha.. I quickly showered and took a cab down.. It was 9.30 when I got here.. :X Later in the evening going KTV to celebrate my birthday.. Yeah~! But dunno can get up tomorrow for work anot.. Hopefully.. Thanks everyone for coming and for everything..! Love u guys..

Woke up 4.30 in the morning.. Throat hurts badly.. I drank some water.. Fiddle around with my stuff till 6.30.. I went back to sleep and got up at 10+.. Washed up and went to the doc again.. e same clinic.. I asked the nurse if the doc was e same doc 2 days ago or was it the old doctor.. She said its another new doctor.. I was like OMG.. I went in and told the doc I came 2 days ago and I was feeling worse.. He checked and said I had tonsils.. He gave me antibiotics, lozenges, med for sore throat and headache.. After the doc, I went home.. And I was home the entire day sleeping, slacking around.. Fortunately, I felt so much better at the end of the day after eating the med the new doc gave..

The next day.. I met my biao jie and accompanied her to 201 to pack lunch for my aunt and my biao di.. And I saw 'him' again on the way walking to the aquarium.. He was serving a customer.. I asked my cousin to hold on but she walked on cos we were short for time.. I took the key out from my key pouch, passed it to him and went off without a word.. Hehe.. Feel so happy.. I went home to get my med and my cousin went home.. We met 5 mins later at my house downstairs and we took a cab to Tampines Mall.. We met kenneth outside Ding Tai Fung.. Later my cousin's friend join us too.. I think jeff or was it alan..? After lunch.. My cousin and I went to look for her bf then to find a salon to trim our hair.. We went from 505 to 201.. 201 again.. She didnt fancy any of the salon so we ended up not trimming our hair.. She went to get sea monkeys for her bro.. which means we would have to walk past where he would b.. I looked to my left deliberately and hasten my footsteps.. Just didnt understand why my cousin had to say "becca, why do you have to walk so fast..?" on purpose.. We took the bus home.. She came over my place cos her fren need to use the computer.. Later.. She went home to get cookie, her dog and we met at her place downstairs to go to grandma house for dinner.. I got home at 9+.. Took my med and slept..

I ended up going clubbing on wed.. I met reys and joan at chinablack.. It was 9+ when I got there.. Saw yi peng, kai yan downstairs waiting for gamy.. eileen was also outside cos Chinablack had this new rule that people wearing slippers and sandles are not allow to enter the club.. She was wearing slippers.. When I got in.. reys and joan was already drinking the 3rd cup when I was drinking the 1st cup.. By the time they were drinking the 5th cup.. They were a lil giddy.. alan, nicholas and another friend was also there.. We took one las cup and went upstairs.. reys was like telling me secrets at my ear but the volume at which she spoke was rather loud.. Feel embarassed and funny at the same time.. Slightly later.. eileen and linli came.. Then kai yan, yi peng and gamy.. joan was drunk by the time gamy came.. I accompanied reys to the dance floor.. She was wearing a short skirt standing at the podium.. After that I forgot how we ended up downstairs.. kenneth came from zouk to look for me.. Linli came down minutes after we were downstairs.. And it was chaos.. eileen brought reys to zouk.. alvin sent linli, kenneth and me to zouk.. In the end, linli went home.. I went into zouk and met reys and eileen at the toilet.. I accompanied her os to wait for ying xue.. She came around 1+.. I went home after she came.. Hectic day.. So tiring..

I woke up in the middle of the night cos my throat was very dry.. I poured a cup of water, drank and went back to sleep.. My throat hurt badly when I woke up.. I decided to get a mc.. I called my sup at 9.20 to inform her im getting a mc.. I went to the docs at 11+.. The doc was not the usual doc.. He was younger.. I didnt really open my mouth when I was toking to him cos my throat pain.. He gave me a day mc and 2 med.. One for sore throat and the other was lozenges.. After the doc.. I was on my way to the coffeeshop to pack some food so I could take my med.. And I bumped into someone I never tot I would.. Especially at tamp.. We had lunch together.. I got home and took my med.. I was wondering why didnt the doc gave me antibiotics.. Probably he doesnt really understand my medical history.. At around 2.. I started having fever but I already promise to meet reys and linli at somerset.. Everyone reached at almost the same time.. First time everybody was so 'on' cos we seldom meet up so early and it was like.. reys called and say meet at 3.. Then all of us went to shower and out we go.. We went to cine as usual.. And we went to long john.. also as usual.. We went to catch a movie.. The pacifier.. I remembered it was the 4.35 show.. The show ended at approximately 6.20.. Linli went home after the show and reys and i went to spinelli for a short moment.. After a short while.. We decided to go home since there was nothing for us to do.. I got home at around 8.. The whole time i was lying in bed until kenneth finally brought me dinner.. I was having my dinner and watching the 9 o'clock show.. Rite after the show.. I fell asleep..

I got up at 7.30 feeling rather fresh.. Took a bathe, packed my stuff and even had breakfast and med before going to work.. Today was quite a busy day.. I had to burn like 7 or 8 discs.. Packed some stuff, send some stuff and fill in some forms.. Just when the work load was so heavy.. I started feeling cold and was trembling.. Finally I couldnt take the cold.. My teeth was clattering non-stop and my body was trembling as I walked, I couldnt speak prepoerly.. I went to the ladies and warmed myself using the hand dryer.. But it doesnt seem much of a help cos i was cold on the inside.. I called vanessa to accompany me to the 2nd level pantry.. I drank some warm water but it didnt help either.. In the end.. We went downstairs.. adeline also came to join us.. Since we were all downstairs.. vanessa suggested we go for lunch.. They ate while I drank some hot tea.. I couldnt eat cos my sore throat was really bad and I was freezing.. I was still trembling after we finished our lunch walking under the hot sun.. adeline lend me her sweater yet I was still very cold.. she said that i must have caught a cold.. I didnt know i was not suppose to sleep with the aircon on when i was having fever.. Haha.. I couldnt stay any longer so I told my sup when I got back at the office that i was feeling very cold and Im going home after I finished my stuff.. I was wondering how on earth can I finish all the stuff.. vanessa also lend me her sweater so in total i was wearing my top and 3 sweaters.. And surprisingly I was still trembling.. Finally i decided to take a panadol although its gonna make me feel drowsy.. Slightly after.. I began to feel warm.. Mus be the panadol.. I returned them their sweaters.. I was constantly walking up and down the office doing stuff and multi-tasking.. At 2+.. My sup came back from lunch and ask why was I still around.. I told her I was feeling better after I took panadol.. At 5.. I started to feel cold again.. My fingers were numb from cold.. I spend the las 1/2 hour at the pantry holding on to a cup with warm water.. At 6 sharp.. I left the office and waited for adeline downstairs.. I took the train home.. The moment I reach home.. I washed up and went to bed but I couldnt get to sleep so I got up at 8.. Had my dinner but didnt ate alot cos my sore throat was worse than yest.. I couldnt swallow my saliva.. Feel so terrible.. I watched the 9 o'clock show.. Had nothing to do after that.. And here I am.. Tomorrow going clubbing but cant drink.. Think Im gonna see the doc again and I hope its not the same doc.. Waste my money go twice.. Stupid doc..

Was nearly late for work yesterday.. Reached my workplace at 9.03.. So sleepy.. I finally understand why my classmates who used to be in attachment sleep so early everyday.. And each time I ask them out, they would say there are tired and don't feel like going out.. Attachment is really tiring.. Getting up everyday at 7+ and reach hm at 7+.. I've decided office job is really not for me.. I tot marketing is supposed to be very interesting.. Running around all the time.. Kenneth met me for lunch at the expo.. I took 15mins to walk over to the expo.. I realised there are many more restaurants and even food court at expo.. Although the food court not very big but better than nothing rite.. At least got slightly more chocies.. We have no idea of what to eat.. In the end.. We settled for BK.. I went back slightly late cos got stomach flu.. Weak stomach.. After work.. I met Cai Feng for dinner at Tampines but ended up not eating cos he had eaten and I wasnt hungry.. We walked around for awhile then he sent me home..

Got up at 8 today.. Each day later than the previous.. Haha.. Very tired although I slept at 10+.. I was approximately 15mins late for work.. Since yesterday.. I had been doing database.. *Yawns* Looking at all the tiny words on the computer screen makes me sleepy.. Got 2 databases to do.. One has 1400++ entry and the other got 2000++ entry to edit.. But better than nothing to do.. My day is gonna b boring.. Hope 6 o'clock comes soon.. Haha.. Today is Linli's birthday.. Duno wana go clubbing with them tonite.. Im afraid I wun b able to wake up tmr.. Haiz..

In the morning 6+.. Kenneth called me, Cai Feng called me, Sky called me and my mum called me.. Plus I set my own alarm.. Haha.. Kiasu rite..? I was afraid I cudnt find the place.. I was ready by 8.10.. I took a cab down to changi business park and arrived there at 8.30.. Only one person was around.. The office wasnt even open.. Feel so stupid.. I sat down at the waiting area watched Discovery channel.. Actually I didnt like discovery channel cos I think its very boring.. Until today den I realised its actually quite nice and touching.. How animals and human can live together and love one another.. Haha..

At 8.45.. An attachment student from NP came.. Each time the elevator door opened.. The other gal and I would turned over to look.. So stupid.. Finally at 9.10.. The person in charge came over to talk to me and 2 other attachment students.. She briefed us, brought us around den handed us over to our respective supervisors.. I was posted to the marketing department.. In the morning do nothing.. Surf net.. Play game.. Was supposed to meet a friend for lunch but my friend was pilot for the day.. (Don't wish to mention.. >o< Angry..) End up not eating anything.. But a msg really touched me.. Reys msg something like we laugh together.. Cry together and have fun together.. The first time ever that I would behave that way..

Then lata in the day.. Hazel explained to me the gist of the industry and my job scope.. Seems like quite alot of things to do.. But the working environment quite nice.. Got my own desk and computer.. Flexible lunch hour.. Can watch TV cos they got TV all around.. Haha.. The people oso quite nice.. Quite friendly.. All I've done today is to pick out all the ads in 8 days and telescope and file them in the respective files and learnt how to use the Fedex software.. I guess its a good start for me.. At least something good happening beyond all the unhappy things that has been occuring..

I got to the chalet at 5+.. I met Kenneth at around 6.. I acc him for dinn with his brothers at marche.. After dinner.. They went to Marina South.. At 9.40.. Kenneth send me back to the chalet.. They were playing sabo when I got there.. Lata we played cards.. The person with the smallest card would have to drink.. The whole 1 litre bottle of vodka finished in less than an hour.. Eil was drunk and she started crying.. Followed by Reys, Chanel, Linli and me.. Argh.. Sounds stupid and seems stupid but I was really sad.. Cant explain the feeling.. The whole room stink of vomit.. I'll save the details.. The following day.. I got there at 2+.. It was raining.. After some time.. The rain stopped.. We just laze around watching television.. Lata in the evening.. We played mahjong.. I met Grace for dinn at the food court.. At around 11.. I met Grace at outside and we took a cab back together.. My aunt called me more than 10 times since 8+.. I got lectured from her.. My mood was actually good but after all the lecture.. I simply had no mood at all..

My exams are finally over.. Happy and sad.. Cos my paper wasnt too good.. After my paper, I went to Reys house.. Cos kenneth was my pilot for the day.. I was so tired I slept an hour in her house.. At 2.. We left her house.. Linli and Reys waited for me at yck cos I had to see Lee Keng Mun.. Im attached to Discovery Networks Asia.. We went to somerset as usual.. Lata in the evening.. Kai yan, Joan and Gammy came to join us.. Cai Feng met me at 7.. We went to catch a movie.. "Be cool" Nice show.. Very funny.. After the movie.. I went to a KTV pub wif Cai Feng and his friends..

On friday.. I met Vincent at 4 to acc him to buy watch at Tampines Mall.. But he cudnt make a choice so in the end.. He did not buy anything.. He acc me home and waited at my place while I got changed.. I reached Somerset at 7.15.. Reys got there close to 8.. Linli, Dean, Kenneth and I went to watch Beauty shop.. Reys, Kai Yan, Joan and Gammy went to Liquid room.. Beauty shop is yet another nice show.. After the movie.. Dean send me to coco latte to meet Reys.. She was drunk when I got there.. Coco latte closed at 3am.. So they decided to go Chinablack instead.. The next day.. I got up at 1+ and laze around till 4+..

*24 years old
*loves her family, her girlies and the lovely peeps
*attached to beckie's ride
*is absolutely contradicting
*loves travelling and shopping


*more holidays!
*ipod
*shining luck + bling +