On sat.. My bro and I met my aunt at my place downstairs at 1+.. We were going to pay my dad respects.. When I met her.. She said we have to make a trip to pet safari cos cookie might not b able to make it.. While we were walking there.. My bro called out at me from behind.. I asked him "what?!" in an irritated tone.. He said cookie passed away.. I hasten my pace.. We quickly entered the clinic into the consultation room.. She lied there with her eyes opened.. My cousins were in there crying.. I felt so sad.. Tears were welling up.. I left the room immediately.. I couldnt stand the sight and I didnt wanted to cry.. cos it jus seem so weird.. cookie wasnt my dog but I really felt so sad.. Like she was part of my family.. My cousin came out from the clinic carrying the dog which has already been wrapped up.. I took a cab with my aunt and my bro to geylang to pay my dad respect.. My cousins took a cab to somewhere which sounds like mount pleasant to cremate the dog.. In the evening.. I wanted to go home cos I was so tired but my aunt asked me to go to my grandma house to accompany my cousin and I did so.. She seem quite alrite when she came.. After dinner.. I accompanied her to tampines mall.. I treated her to Hagen Daz.. Thereafter.. We met william, her bf.. We walked to 505 cos william wanted to pack dinner then home.. Later.. My aunt called and scolded me cos my bro sneaked out again.. For some reasons.. I cried..
On sunday.. I met ken at lavender.. was supposed to pack lunch for my cousin but she said she didnt want cos she was meeting a friend.. After lunch.. we went to bugis walk walk.. So crowded.. We went to his coffeeshop then to grandlink play pool.. In the evening.. We had dinner at geylang.. I got home at 7+.. Later in the day.. I walked past my bro who was using the computer.. He was chatting with my cousin on msn.. He had placed cookie pic and his nick says.. no matter where you go.. you will always be remembered.. Again.. I felt sad.. I went to my room and I teared.. Why am I so weak..? I called Angela and ken.. They reassured me that it was okie..
