i have known her since secondary days. okie. this has been repeated several times but i just cant help it. since we knew each other existence. we didnt had a good liking for one another for one reason which is not to be mentioned cos its not important anyway. prob i was also jealous of her in a way or other. i remembered she had light brown hair since she came into secondary school but most of the time. she wasnt caught. she would always be excused cos it was natural. i wondered then if it was really natural. later at the end of secondary 2. we were streamed into the same class. we dont exactly hate each other but didnt felt really good about it. the first day of class. she was seated at the back row at the right hand corner. i was seating in the centre of the class. later. i cant remember how we actually talked to each other and became good friends. we would play basketball. netball. swim. table tennis. every other day we would play basketball. we would feel weird if we havent played basketball for more than a day. there were the down times. conflicts. misunderstandings but we always manage to solve them. there were the days where we went to church on sundays together and laughed as the father was preaching. :X sometimes we ended up being scolded by her mum. okie. more like grace being scolded. in class. she would be e one who nudge me when i was dozing off. remind me about tests and projects datelines. encouraging me during exams.
after o'levels. she got into TP while i got into NYP. we would meet up occasionally and I still could feel e closeness. e bond between us. i just feel so myself with her. she never fail to make me feel important. i feel honoured that she actually tell her friends about me. she is the first person who makes me feel she really accept me for who I am. she actually find my blunders and faults amusing and laugh at them. and she always support me nevertheless the choices i've made and always be there. after 3 years of poly life. she is going university of queensland to pursue her degree. leaving on 6 july. feel sad that shes leaving but happy that she has got that opportunity. im gonna miss her so much. i was browsing through her certificates and her achievement for the 3 years. feel really happy for her that she achieved so much. so much more than me. feel so useless. thats beside the point. i just wanna let her know i really appreciated all the things that shes done and really treasure the times. she would be one of the reason for why i would lived for cos she jus makes me feel important. just love her for everything. outings with her are always enjoyable. she would introduced my to her wonderful friends and cuzzy. lydia. soo ping. tanvi. qin and her godsis. Im gonna miss you but im glad that there is internet which makes communication much easier nowadays. must remember to stay in contact and take good care of yourself. i promise i would visit you if i had the ability to. cheers to our friendship! i believe we would definitely be friends for life. i have faith in you. study hard and all the best. Love ya!
