Monday, June 06, 2005 at 11:28 PM
seeking myself
Sometimes I really wonder if everyone else understands themselves as well as they think they do. at least for me i dont. cos many times. my friends seem to understand me better than i do. at times. i cannot give an explanation to the things i do or say. prob i can be considered weird. cos i can be the most hardworking person and also the most lazy person. the nicest person as well as the meanest person. the quietest person and the noisest person. generally i try my best to be tolerant and understanding towards people i care for esp my friends. but at certain times. i can be not only short tempered but also quick tempered. smiling happily now and attitude e next moment. but when conflicts arises. more often i regret for my actions and blame myself for not being tolerant enough. i guess all i can do is to continue searching, understanding and seeking the real me..
loves
