Friday, July 01, 2005 at 9:53 AM
anxious
i got home at 7+ yesterday. had my dinner and glued myself in front of the television. waiting for the 8.30pm superstar. i had already planned and deliberately stayed home although i have been at the studio when they did the recording. after the show ended. i watched the drama series on channel 8. took a shower. when i was done. i quickly went into my uncle's room and switched to channel U. i asked my bro who was in the room what time was it and the time showed 11.08pm. guess i was too anxious. the 20 minutes seems eternity. any other day. i would be lying in bed already. finally the news at 10.30 ended. yeah~! first was the sneak preview of all the 12 contestants performance and grades from the judges. then 3 guys are called on stage and 1 will be kicked out. the pictures of the contestants switched and switched. the concept is like the jackpot. there are 3 boxes. the person's whose photo appears in all three boxes will be kicked out. the first contestant kicked out was M2 raymond. so mean. so cruel. so saddening. many people at the studio and the contestants cried. following up is the gals. same procedures. 3 gals were called on stage and F4 i think was kicked out. i think she has got this unique look. so sad. the third round. yea. the guys again. the results surprised everyone. he has got the highest score and he has this confident attitude that i think is rather cool. lastly. the most anxious moment. i sat as close as i could to the television. i was sweating but i didnt bother that i felt warm. i clenched my hands together. hoping. and yeah~!!! she got in! all for that. my heart was still beating fast. i couldnt get to sleep. i managed to get some sleep only after the anxiousness in me cease. haha. so so happy!
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