Thursday, August 25, 2005 at 11:21 PM
demoralised
i left the office at 6.30pm and headed to the bus stop. knew i will be late when i got to the bus stop. arrived at the coffeeshop at 7.40+. called instructor to come pick me up. was being pin-pointed and reprimanded about several things. was feeling so demoralised and having low confidence level. but i guess he meant well. probably i would be able to absorb better.well. its the first time ever that i travel alone and go home alone for my lessons. so pathetic. just not used to it. but i know i have to learn to get used cos no one can be there for me 24/7. was very lethargic the entire day. i dragged my feet home. showered and chatted on the phone for quite awhile better going to sleep.i really pray hard that i will be able to pass my test which is just 1+ month away. . .
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