Tuesday, September 06, 2005 at 12:01 PM
blues
i woke up at 7.50. took a shower and prepared. missed the shorter route bus and had to take the bus that goes the longer route. arrived office at 9.20. sat down on my computer chair and turn on the computer as usual.
but today im feeling so irritated. simply feeling uncomfortable. was wondering why. is it because of my clothes that made me feel uncomfortable. or because i was thirsty. hungry or whatever. i made myself a cup of coffee. and it didnt seem to help. i know i need some music to calm me down. went into perfect10 live radio and realised that i didnt have real player. couldnt download. called ness and she gave me a webby whereby i wouldnt need any player to listen. told her i was feeling damn irritated. and she said it may be because of pms. it hasnt really got to me in the past. i seldom get pms. but i guess she might be right. now i understand why girls can flare up just like that. didnt know something like pms really exists. i thought it was just made up or probably girls are feeling irritated cos they are feeling uncomfortable physically. till now. then i realised that the highly irritatedness is actually mentally. and it drives people nuts. just ate some chocolates to make myself feel better. aint helping much though.
in the past. i couldnt understand why girls could snapped and use pms as an excuse. i was wondering how could guys understand that when i being a girl couldnt understand it until i experience it. for guys. they probably think like i do few hours ago. its just an excuse or a passport to show attitude and to expect forgiveness.
for now. im just gonna have more chocolates and sweets to make myself feel better.
blues. please go away.
loves
