Monday, September 26, 2005 at 11:49 PM
lesson 20
lesson today wasnt as good. was reprimanded several times. im always blaming other people for the happenings. after lesson. i met keong at the coffeeshop where he had spent his time there while i was having my lesson. i complained to him about the terrible lesson today as we were walking to the bus stop. before heading home. we had noodles at 201. tried checking my balance in the bank but only to leave feeling disappointed. was kinda hoping that we would get our pay earlier this month. i got home bloated but still had to eat what was actually left over for me. waited for at least 1/2 hour before showering.have been dreaming quite alot in the recent days. things that are so close to reality. things that were connected to my everyday life. must be too stressed up. haha. every morning i wake up asking myself if its a dream or reality.
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