havent been reading lately. realised just how limited my vocab is and how poor my english is. time to start reading. but i need more time~! 24 hours a day seems just so little. tonnes of stuff to do within the limited time period. beginning to feel like im a robot. doing so many things at a time.

but well. im more concerned bout seeking my true self. have been living for 20 years but i havent found my true self. still searching. few days ago. ness. amin and i were talking in the dark room. okie. more like im listening to them. after the conversation. somehow i felt like getting a bible and do some reading up. i thought i might find myself as i read the bible. and theres just so much to learn from the bible. to add on. in general. christians and catholics have better character especially their temper.

so many natural disasters lately. a sign from God that its gonna be end of the world? its just so scary. although many might not feel it. but i really feel sad for the innocent lives. the scariest thing is not end of the world but the demon. ness actually explained to me the mark and she showed me readings of it on the website. so eerie. *goose bumps*

keong waited for me downstairs. i finished my work for today. went off at 6.23pm.

we went fisherman despite being broke. we had dinn as well. nuggets. satay and wedges. for the first time im drank fruit punch at fisherman. so much for budgeting. keong had a peach cooler. anyway the fruit punch was rather nice.