Tuesday, October 25, 2005 at 5:39 PM
stormy
it started raining again. i stared into the stormy sky. the plants in the balcony were swaying. the rain was hitting on the glass profusely. the trees and buildings are blurred by the heavy rain. i brought my attention back to my screen. i had been rushing my work since morning. finally took some time off to blog.
ness. sarah and i had packed lunch again.
i was showering this morning and i thought about the problem that had got me all confused yesterday. somehow i thought leaving was a better choice for everyone. i had made my choice so i should stand firm. like what keong had said. i shouldnt be indecisive. i cannot be easily tempted. since hazel had already found a replacement. they had move on and i should as well. the replacement would be so sad if i had changed my mind. since i had gave my promise and i should keep to it. moreover i was already involved in the project and i didnt want things to turn ugly.
im really grateful and happy that grace had replied me almost immediately. i emailed her yesterday evening and this morning. she had already replied me. i didnt expect it. her advice to me reaffirmed my choice. thanks babe! love you so!! if this was a wrong choice to be made. at least i learn from it.
its 5.37pm now. im multi-tasking. doing a lil here and a lil there.
well. its time to get back to work now.
loves
