Saturday, October 15, 2005 at 11:57 PM
stressed
i simply dont understand a relationship involves how many parties? why is it that people want to bother so much? dont just look at the surface of things when you dont know the depth of it. try being in my shoes and juggle between 2 jobs. family. friend. relationship and driving. the amount of stress is already enough to drain you out. its incredibly tiring. and the last thing i want is rumours. im trying very hard to handle the huge amount of reponsibilities and im struggling. but im glad to have a wonderful boyfriend who is able to share my burden. im appreciative and he knows about it. no one understands how i feel towards him but im fine with it. cos i know he understands which is the most important thing. im not some unreasonable girl who insists on her way all the time. our relationship is not as shallow as what people see. hidden beneath it is many things that people dont see. im just feeling frustrated and disappointed that they who i considered my friends not only not understand. but they are adding on stress. i dont blame them but i just hope they will understand one day.
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