Monday, October 24, 2005 at 11:58 PM
stressed!
had so much to do. stressed! work overdued!! im dead. everything is so screwed up. i started doing my work the moment i turned on my computer. rushing and rushing to finish the overdued work.
jo. sarah. ness and i packed lunch back. i bought fish bee hoon. a bad day indeed. i spilled the soy sauce all over. screwed! argh~ the hard copy data entries were soaked in soy sauce. i was so fedup i threw it into the bin.
im confused once again. to stay or not to stay? should i take the risk? my mind is blank. i cant think. i dont know what i should do. how i wish God could give me some indication to which route i should take. i needed someone neutral to tell me what to do and that person was Grace. ness said i should stay. keong is supporting any decision i make but hes more supportive of me staying. hazel has talked to me and gave me her advice. shes opening the option to me although she has already found a replacement. and the replacement is someone very close to her. i really feel touched. shes really awesome and i simply love her. after the conversation. i got back to work. i stayed in the office to complete my data entry till 7pm. walked to the bus stop and took a bus home.
dinner was fried fish steamboat. my favourite!! i ate 3 pieces of fish while others had only 1 to 2. haha. i went into my room to watched television. i took a shower at 10.30pm. went out to the living room to talk to keong. after we hung up. i watched the korean show till the episode ended before going to bed.
loves
