Thursday, November 17, 2005 at 1:14 PM
demand
have been a goodie goodie gal lately. going home straight after work. i seem to be addicted to television. :x thats the only thing i do after i get home. life at home beginning to be a lil not so nice. well. its cosy that there are so many people staying together under one roof. but on the other side. there is no privacy and conflicts are just inevitable. i cant find any quiet corner. nowhere at all. sometimes i wished that they can just leave me alone and stop asking me questions. but humans are just contradicting. cos if one day everyone just ignored me. im sure i'll be upset that no one cares. i dont seem to be myself. so easily irritated. but not to people. just irritated at myself. nothing seems to be right. had a few arguments. i totally agree to what lyd said. expectation changes with status. but generally is it right? why do people demand and expect this and that? probably commitments equats to demands. im sure most people in relationship demands. the one who says he/she doesnt demand. in actual fact demand the most. for example: "i dont demand anything from you so why cant you just forgive me" (demanding that you should forgive me cos i've not demand anything from you, isnt that demanding?)"i've not forbid you to go out with your friends so why should you?" (demanding that you should allow me to go out with my friends cos i've not demand you to stay at home)bringing me to another thought i have in mind.. but i shall continue later. haha.
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