Tuesday, November 01, 2005 at 11:16 PM
soft side
there are some gals who are presumed by others as someone capable. so capable that we think they are able to handle anything. we think that they are one level higher than us. they are more intelligent. persistent. smart blah blah blah. but the fact is that they do need someone to depend on. she might be capable but she also has a soft side. well. i didnt know that until one of my best friend pointed it out to me. i feel bad thereafter. she aint no superwoman. i guess everyone has their fair share of problems. and at times. they need someone to listen to them. to give them advice and to care for them.well. im definitely not any smarter than many. im juggling so many things currently. there are friends who thinks im handling everything well. they give me encouragement and they tell me that they have faith in me. they trust that i will be able to handle everything. how i wish i could tell them that in fact im having a hard time. i dont need all the encouragement such as "I know you can do it" , "I trust you will be able to handle everything with your ..." but its just so hard to put it in words. i guess i only have myself to blame.i finally understand how my best friend felt. im grateful that she told me how she felt. cos for one moment. i stopped and thought for awhile. i understand what shes trying to tell me. something that few doesnt understand...
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