Monday, January 09, 2006 at 1:00 PM
just ranting
its 12.30pm now. the weather hasnt been any better compared to the past few days. its been raining throughout. professor keong says "due to the hole in the ozone layer, all the seasons are pushed back a month, which means january and july will be the rainy seasons"hazel's not in today. so boring.hmm. i havent bought my chinese new year clothings. must find time to shop. probably this weekend since the weekend job is off. theres so many things to buy but so lil time. have yet to start packing. gotta start soon if i want to save my ears from all the naggings.so sad.. my pay for this month is pathetic and next month's is freaking pathetic. wheres all the help i need? i learnt a lesson. it doesnt always pay to be nice. i have always thought for others but i realised others dont always think for you like what cai feng has said. hate to admit that hes right but i have to. i have been trying to deceive myself. finding so so so so many reasons to convince myself but i've already run out of reasons. hate to be taken for granted. lesson learnt: once bitten, twice shyi must save up enough for brisbane trip. its a now or never. if grace is no longer studying there, i wouldnt have the chance to go there. the thing that matters most to me is the company and we'll have grace as our guide~!!! something i really want and hope for. really hope that everything will be as planned.okie. enuff of ranting. back to work. ;p
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