Wednesday, March 01, 2006 at 5:19 PM
fly like an angel
im learning to fly like angel.. to not hold on to things and just let them go. its pretty upsetting so all along, i have been running away. i didnt want to cope with it. it affects me when i have to face it.its just like you open the door to your heart and warmly welcome. but all you get in return is the door slammed back at your face. i should stop thinking for others all the time cos at the end of the day, im the one feeling miserable. its tiring to be nice or probably im not doing it right.i have been wondering the reasons to my temperament cos many people says im temperamental. i admit to that, sometimes. prob i think too much? i keep things to myself cos i dont know how to express? i cannot control my emotions? okie.. i know theres no excuse for being attitude.anyhow, i just want to apologise if i have hurt you directly, indirectly, one way or another. my intentions were never to hurt anyone.growing up has never been easy..
loves
