Thursday, March 02, 2006 at 11:50 AM
miss lazy bum
its 2nd March already. which means i'll be outta in 29 days and guess what? i havent start looking for jobs.. its dreadful. lazy o' me. someone, please wake me up!seriously, i dont feel the pressure whatsoever. i sound like a good-for-nothing bumming around. my ex-colleague has been nice to edit my resume. yesterday, she msged me on msn asking how many resumes have i sent out. i was so embarrassed (partly afraid that she might scold me), i pretended i was busy and didnt replied. i think she'll kill me if she sees this.hmm.. i may be overwhelmed by everything that is happening, i threw my job hunting to the back of my brain. april comes. i think i'll be more excited about the brissie trip than me not finding a job. thats bad.my supervisor just asked me to do lunch together tomorrow, which im really surprised. she used to treat me like a lil sister but lately, i feel her superiority more than anything else. prob she thinks im being too much, prob i havent been doing my job well. i know she must have her reasons. she'll still be the best supervisor to me.i think its time i start looking for jobs. i dont want everyone to be bugging and asking me if i have sent out resumes, started looking for jobs, gone for any interviews. i cannot stand nagging and i dont want to put myself in a situation whereby i'll be stumped. reluctantly as i may be..
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