Thursday, June 01, 2006 at 11:57 PM
dejected
i wonder why theres only 24 hours in a day but so many things to do. i havent been too good with time management.as much as i hate to reject.. im feeling so rotten. i tried to explain myself but i supposed the more explanation i do, its doing everything but good.im getting irritated having to stay at home to look after the house cos the contractors are coming, the air-con cleaners are coming.. i had enough~! why must it always be me? bcos of all these, i dont have my own time.i wish i could go out whenever i want.. i wish my aunts wouldnt bother me so much..i wish i wasnt so broke..i dont even want to think about how im going to survive till i get a job.most importantly, i wish i could make everyone happy.well.. i dont expect anyone to understand anything. whether my words are true or not. i guess it doesnt matter as long as i know im not doing anything against my conscience. its always the case, the more you explanation you do, people might just think otherwise.i have never like to explain myself but i do so cos i treasure the people that i do explain to.the bottom of this all, its all about opportunity cost. you cant have the best of all.
loves
