Sunday, June 18, 2006 at 11:31 PM
unhappy weekend
17 June 2006 (Saturday)keong came by my place in the afternoon. after lunch, we went for a ride to get fishes for my uncle. anyway, i got a new fish tank at home decorated with rocks, corals and sand. haha.right after we got home, i went to inform aunt cat to get going. dont want to miss the 5pm bus. while i was in the bus, i was thinking.. finally i had the chance to take the bus. i've missed this bus like a thousand times. okie.. not thousand but enough for me to lost count.we went to the supermarket. yay~!!! i was so happy. not that im crazy. i seldom get to go to the supermarket with all expenses paid by aunt cat. i bought all that i wanted to buy. keong said i bought too much. but i used to buy more. =\we took a cab home cos there was way too many things to carry. apart from the groceries, snacks and all from the supermarket, aunt cat also bought bak kuah, sugar roll, liang cha and fruit cake for me! while aunt cat was queueing for cab, keong enquired about the chervolet cars at the roadshow just outside the entrance. quite acceptable price. though tempted, he dismissed the idea cos it make more sense to save some money before he make such an investment.dinn was steamboat cos there was lotsa left over food from the steamboat aunt jen had with her friends yesterday. sumptous dinn. butter head lettuce, fishball, chicken ball, sotong, cuttlefish, pork, pork liver, prawns, yummy fish, crabmeat...18 June 2006 (Sunday)i woke up at 1+. didnt had a good start. keong came by at 5+. we went to bugis to get stuff for his book-in. had our lunch + dinn at maggie thai. then, we rushed to get dinn at 85. had to wait 25 mins for porridge and 20 mins for bak chor mee. by the time we left, it was 8.15pm and keong had to book in before 9.30pm. he changed into his uniform the moment he got home. he quickly went to the basement and took off with his gigantic bag, sling on his body, placed at the back seat. some time later, he msged me. some farking idiot, unsympathetic, unfeeling, heartless, cruel beast had the freaking cheek to knock somebody down and drive off. simply bastard. i have never curse someone but i had to curse this bloody farker driving a black subaru car. beware of karma.then, like things werent bad enough. i thought i could go to aunt cat's place to find something to do while i worry and wait for his call cos he wasnt very clear in his msg and he said he had to go book in when i called. the first thing i was presented the moment i stepped into the door was my uncle telling me that im too much! like wth! what did i do wrong? am i wrong to buy dinner for the family? am i the one who caused his accident? am i the one who wanted everything to happen? or did i made it happen? and like i wasnt worried! i was so hurt and mad, i stomped out of the door, headed back to my house and into my room, turned off the lights and hid under my blankets. aunt jen came to knock on my door several times before i unlocked the door. uncle gerard came to talk to me. i appreciated the gesture but i wanted to be alone. thats how i thought but i still listen to what he said.after uncle gerard left, i just laid on my bed, tossing and turning around in bed, still pretty upset from like 9+ to almost midnight. keong called and i told him what happen. he felt sad that im always getting scoldings from my family bcos of him. (well.. they dont really understand. prob i didnt allow them to) i feel stressed and kinda tired. i hope all will turn out fine.
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