Tuesday, August 28, 2007 at 6:05 PM
the past
i turn back and i see a brown door.i hesistate to walk towards the door.bang! the door suddenly opensi felt a whoosh of stong windand a ray of light blind my eyesi tried to shield my eyes with my armsi looked deeper into the doorfoggy but somehow, i think i see myself cryingthen i hear echoes of a woman voice"she used to be together with john, james, daniel, wayne...""there was something going on between them""she was cheated of her feelings..."the surrounding started to spin.i shielded my ears from the voice."no.. no.. no! stop that!"i got so dizzy, i couldnt standglimpse of my past started flashing"lets break up!""i dont love you anymore."my heart ache, my tears rolling downthe hurt i've suffered coming back.the surrounding finally stopped spinningi looked up and the door i came through from had closedi tried to turn the knob but it wouldnt budgeno matter how hard i triedi walked towards the open door,to my past, my loneliness, my suffering, my tears.i woke up and sat up on my bed,my wet pillow beside,depressed.dont want to be reminded of the past,dont want to ever look back,dont want to live in the past..the wounds that healed seem to tear apart againwho is that woman?
the voice i heard.
she opened the door to my past
she stole my role and my words
whats her intention?
loves
