Monday, December 17, 2007 at 12:58 PM
emo
not feeling quite myself today..i feel like i can blow anytime at the slightest thingmaybe its monday bluesmaybe bcos i've been cooped up at home the whole of sundayall thanks to the medication i have been takingi slept through my entire sundayi hate to be home all dayalone and boredmaybe im just afraid to be lonelyi kinda had a chat with a close friendand we wonder if sometimes we demand too muchi always think i have given my bestand why does he always fall undermaybe i already have the bestbut i didnt realise it..or maybe he did take me for grantedcos we often missed out on the things and people closest to us..argh.. ..i need to stop being so negativei need to inject positive thoughts in my mindbut its only monday.. )=oh.. thursday is a public holiday!!maybe i should apply leave on friday.we should be merry cos xmas is nearing..and im getting my pay soon!!
loves
