Wednesday, March 19, 2008 at 1:09 PM
first week at RH
its been one and a half week after i started at RHmy reporting and working time has been everything but consistent8.30am to 6pm, 1pm to 9pm, 8am to 4pm, 3pm to 11pmit feels abit tougher without the encouragement and supporti'm still trying to get used to shift work. but there were days i just want to lie on the sofa to rest my sore feet and aching back right after i get home. sometimes, i get so tired i'll just fall asleep.i know i should start to think about what i want in life, my new goals, plans and dreams. but i'm not ready yet. maybe i just dont want to face the cruel fact and i'm choosing the easier way out; to avoid and run away from it.i hate myself for being such a losernothing in life is fairi'm wishing for a miracle..
loves
