i never thought it would happen i never thought it would have such an impact on me
i always thought i could be alone
but i am so wrong
i'm totally shattered
i cannot accept it
i cannot live with it
the perfect life that i used to have is gone
the love and care
the promises
and all that we've been through
are nothing but empty words
i hate myself for feeling this way
but all i want is the life i used to have
my hopes, dreams and meaning in life
the life that i was truely contented
you gave me all that i needed
when i feel like i'm the most fortunate
you took it all back from me
but i'll never give up
i don't know what went wrong
i'm wishing for a miracle..