Saturday, May 10, 2008 at 8:32 AM
the one you marry ultimately is usually not the one you love most?
i should be almost asleep now.. working the morning shift tmr. i was feeling kinda moody since late afternoon and i really don't know why. i guess subconsciously i might have thought about him and i really hate that. from love to anger to hatred to now.. i don't know how i feel. i certainly don't hate him anymore, but neither do i love (the now) him. somehow, i figured that all that he has said are just a pack of lies, especially the absurd accusation.it's so mentally torturing. i should be over with him by now.. i really need a brainwash.. Saturday, 10 May 2008, 11:42PM
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