Sunday, June 15, 2008 at 2:57 AM
blur as usual
i just realised we are in the month of june, not july!! for a moment, i was feeling bad cos i thought i forgot peifen's and my cuzy's birthday.. how blur can i be la.. my bro hasnt got around to setting up the wireless modem so i still cant access to the internet through my lappy. he has been dragging it for the longest time i can remember.lately, i wonder if i'm being too sensitive. i think i'm making myself paranoid all the time. i really don't know what is going on, everyone seems to be acting weird lately. everything seems to be haywire. i've been doing things to please people even though sometimes it upsets me. i guess that is just me. but at the same time, i feel like i have neglected some people's feelings. i know sometimes its not very effective to always think with your heart so i'm starting to use my mind, but it is so not me. many times, i wished i could just do anything i please and not be subjected to any judgement or having the need to explain things. why are people all over me?? few days back, i was informed that i have 6 days of AL to clear before Sept 1 cos we are not allowed to take leave from Sept to December. I really need my taiwan trip!! else, i'll have to wait till 2009 and i can't wait that long. i'm thinking of taiwan in july. and also, not forgetting a short trip with the bestie before she flies away for TEN WEEKS!!! =(Sunday, 15 June 2008, 6:30PM
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