Thursday, August 07, 2008 at 12:34 PM
long long time..
it's been awhile.. everything has changed. 5 months ago, i was a contented girl who thought she knew what she wanted and had everything she wanted. following, i was in a confused state but i was glad i had people around me. i really really appreciate it. but somehow, things took for a change. i feel distant from everything and everyone now.many times, when you lose something, you gain something in return. and thats my progress at work. although i'm still not quite there yet but at least i understand better what i can and cannot do. it makes me happy to see my guests happy. well, we can never get the best of both worlds or at least not for me. i still suck in managing everything; my problems, my time.i dont know how things will go from here, its still blur ahead. but i cross my fingers and hope that everything will get better. i'm missing my mother, i'm missing my bestie, i miss going out with the gang and the girlies, i miss hanging out with reys and all. most of my time is spent at work but i'm not complaining cos i'm enjoying it. it's definitely one of the decisions that i have never regret making. the only con is i'm working 6 days a week. i recall the time when i had 2 days off from my office job. sometimes, i just wish i had another day off to recuperate.i'm sorry if i have been missing in action, havent been there or if i have been neglecting anyone of you. all this while, i have been feeling bad for a decision that i have made which i shouldnt have. i'm sincerely sorry, it shouldnt had happen. if i had a choice, i wouldnt let things end up so ugly. a lesson learnt for a heavy price.well.. *sigh. it's time to prepare for the battle ahead. the following week is going to be really crazy.have a great weekend peeps! i'll always have all of you in my mind. ;p
loves
