its been almost 2 weeks since the split took place. and i've been making stupid, silly, careless mistakes which sometimes, i really hate myself for doing that. i have to stay focus and not let nonsensical people and issues affect me. i have only 3 months to prove myself.
just last night, i woke up from my sleep at 5-ish from severe headache. i had to go to the doctor where i spent 74 moolahs on a doctor who obviously doesnt give a shit and was probably cursing me for waking him up from his beauty sleep. all he did was to ask what is wrong with you and said maybe you have an infection, i'll give you something stronger than panadol. and that's that. no checking of blood pressure whatsoever. i regretted not going to the hospital instead.
